I had anoher TigerRage today.
I hate society they can all go eat stinky poops.
I had a tantrum today because some old beanhatch
triggered me.
I don't know what the i foni tis helladas her problem
was with me, probably njjust because I'm not a bob
normal.
I was told I screamed at her and kicked the chair
and kicked the table and kicked the chair again
and made it slide across the room, then again
with the "shocked" look.
My brother told her to leave me alone or she may
herself get kicked if she made me spiral out of control.
I don't remember anyoneanything happening just
a scream and me banging both fists on the table
screaming "I HEARD YOU I HEARD YOU I HEARD YOU
THE FIRST GD TIME!! !! !"
The next thing I know I'm at my doc's office and they
are talking soft and slow to me and I'm growling and
breathing hard and biting on this blue and orange
rubber thing.
They told me she said something mean and I blew
a razzberrie at her and she said something like
don't you do that to me blah blaa blaa and they said I
screamed at her and called her funny names like poopyface
and dirty old poopyhole and butt-face and toilet-head
and she kept beanhatching then they said I screamed
"I heard you the first gd time!! !: and told me I slammed
both fists on the table and then got up real fast and
kicked the chair and it flew across the room and my
brother had to get on the radio and get some help to
chill me down and get that beanhatch away from me
so I wood not attack her, I don't think I would have
attacked anyone I do think the chair might have
hit her by mistake because I don't touch anyone unless
they directly do something to me first, and I don't
have any control over this, it just happens, if it
is verbal I think I just have a tantrum and kick dead
things like chairs and tables and walls and such.
then I was at my doc's office and growling and
chewing on this rubber thing, biting it and growling
and that is all I remember, not what they said I
did above just baning fist on the table ten
ended up at the doc's office.
The doc said "I bet they will think twice before antaginising you
again." I just told the doc I wish peple wood leave me alone.
I'm going back to bed it is peple like this who disable me,
THEY are the reason I rage on them, I have had enuf of
this kind of abuse already, is it any wonder I am like this?
I am sick of being acused for abuser's problems.
_________________
A Boy And His Cat
When society stops expecting
too much from me, I will
stop disappointing them.
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