lae wrote:
Hyperion, how old are you? There may be a way someone can help you help yourself if you tell us more of what's going on. Do you see anyone besides your parents and your doctors? Do you have a family friend or sympathetic counselor you can talk to? It sounds like you need an advocate of some kind. Are you in school? If so, maybe there is a teacher or someone you can talk to.
24 though the last i remeber really is bein 21.
I see noone but them. The art of the problem is sometimes it doesnt seem so bad and other times its does. That they "love" me and yet have this obssesional need to see me drugged just doesnt jive. I geniully feel like an nt a very week one.
I have some friends but stupidly told them about them, if i could go be with them. If stay they can own me forever.
Im being treated like a little child and unless i act like one its big trouble
i have a friend i could go to but i dont know if he would have me. plus going anywhere would feel pointless thoug it would make me safe.