Random pangs of longing for my dead girlfriend. Not pangs, more like impacts. I thought that I was getting better, but right now I feel so numb and alone. I can't believe it's only been two months. My insides hurt, I miss her so much. I wanna cry but my tears have long-since dried up apperently so I can't. I can't close my eyes without seeing my memories with her.
I feel so alone. I'm very social but I have no one to really talk to. It's such a painful thing. I know I have close friends over the internet to talk to, but I want someone in real life, someone I can feel. Someone who isn't just letters on a screen in a sequence.
Ugh, only two nights back on here and already I'm whining.