WHat should i do about my rotten situation?

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WHat should i do about my rotten situation?
My mother and father have playing a yo-yo game with me.
They have thrown me in psych wards 2 twice already.
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It has been their lifelong goal to force pyshiatric/phylogical treatmen on me and i stupidly gave them the oppurtunity four years ago(My dad was grabbing me shouting at me making me have meltdowns wich only made him more mad. what i got was being dragged around having scizo druggs put on me without my knowledge or consent. when i finally figured out was happening and came off my father became abusive to me slapping me because i started to forgive him for the things that he done, later holding a butcher knife up at me and ranting inhorcently because asked him move a bottle of vitamins, ii was gonna call the cops but i was so tired that i just collapsed.
Sometime between this my brother threw me threw a wall because i tried to show him and my mom something a had down with my pc security.(my brother is becoming an alchoholic and might be using steroids)
I told my my mom the next day, but she didnt believe me. and she tricks me into going down into going into a hospital says i going to see a nuerlogist(it was only because of the druggs that believed that one) she tells the intake woman that i was some kind of violent monster(i am so not) i get outraged and they used that against me
I get carted off to carrier clinic where they forced a toxic cocktail on me(covered in other threads before) i go into tolerance withdrawal on one of them and spent the next 3-4 months degrading got so bad i couldnt sleep for weeks on end, couldnt walk in a straight line speek or feed myself, making matters worse the stuff caused me to lose controll of my voice, so the nieghboor complained to the police. my mother again used words like threat harrassement and abusive(she doesnt understand what those words mean, she thinks that stuff is anything she doesnt like, the said harrasement was me hugging them) i was thrown in carrier again and rebutched by the same fraud i had before, i improved because i prayed.
I was set to go home but my mom starts asking a bunch of unnesscerray overwhelming questions in front of this guy and this social worker( i told this social worker about how my father had one day tired forced ritalin on me,; she thought i was angry when i was really sad, it was a black mark against med) i have meltdown in front him so he decided that means im a threat and
he lies his but off to the judge wich gets thrown in one of the worst places on planet usa) im almost (please god no more meltdowns)out of that place

My parents want me home but the situation is unttentable...
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What country are you in? The U.S. has child advocacy groups for abused children. You need to get your abuse documented and someone on your side to help you end it.

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Don't be afraid to contact an advocacy center or group and get away from your abusers.

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He's 24 and lives in the States. Though he must have asked for help at least ten times now, he never seems to do anything about his situation. The best way is to deal people like this who ask for advice is to give your advice once. If they then fail to act on what you've said and come back again asking the same damned question a few weeks/months down the line, ignore 'em (or tell 'em to sod off). I choose to ignore people like this.

Don't go back home. I tried to call you last week, where are you?

Its not that i wouldnt, couldnt because of the drugs

Last edited by hyperion on 07 Oct 2006, 1:33 pm, edited 1 time in total.

you went to carrier clinic??? my brother was sent there in about 97 to about 98 for drugs and attitude and his past ways 9he would brag about drugs and molesting people) also he had a bad common sence whenever he would sign his name or refer to himself he would call himself kurdt as in kurdt cobain.

since then he was in and out of jail for things and he made me an aunt then left the family and baby has no father and theres a search for him in lehigh valley pa. i have no idea now it hes dead or moved to canada.

sorry i know was a bit off topic

He called me this morning. He's ok, will be moving to a type of group home in two weeks that works specifically with autistics, aspies and also works with the mentally retarted population. Where he's at now is ok, he dosn't particularily like it, however they have connections and thats what he likes, and he's taking full advantage of that. He does go home on weekends which causes me some concerne, but thats because some of the people where he's at now are pretty shady, I wouldn't want to be there either. So the place he's going is a much better option he says, and he's looking forword to it. And wishes he had done this along time ago. I wish him the best.

Yay, good news!

off topic its a dump where you live in fear

i'll be getting state case mangement and im eliglible for pdd housing but in the mean time...
what the heck do i do?
the chemical cocktails i had forced down my throat cost me much internaly my strength speed cleverness cunning etc and have made being deceitfull imposiible(if asked direct question i have to answer completely honestly)

You seem to be expressing yourself a lot better than before. Good luck with everything.

I think what you need to do, is to try and build your self confidence.

I know that it can be hard, extremely hard when the whole world doesn't give a damn, if it doesn't go out of it's way to keep you down.

I've heard good things about martial arts. And similarly body building. When you feel you can smash anyone who gives you crap, you tend to feel better about yourself. Not that you should mind you, but it probably will make you feel happier.


Find a way to get the hell away from all the people making your life rotten. They are not going to change. The only one who has the capacity to change is you.


So don't give up, and keep fighting. Drag victory out. The world will kick and scream and refuse to admit it when you do get success, but you can still get it. There are patterns, if you watch, you can figure out what's going to happen. And then you can manipulate those various processes to your benefit.

This is what everyone is doing naturally, but many people may not be aware of what they are doing, and fewer still with any deep awareness.


I honestly do hope your situation improves. And I don't think that just a couple words are going to change anything.

I used to do both weight lifting and martial arts
And used to be aware of those patterns. the damn drugs are the x factors in this
certain things about my "caregivers" (stopped calling them parents long time ago) make them very dangerous even if had not done anything like what they have done.
THey have no incite into their actions, and cannot seperate belief from fact nor they dont seem to understund cause and effect, nor can they understand the difference between what they intended to do and what they have actually done. ex. they dont seem understand that it was their calling the police that caused
me be thrown in mental ward. the said they were forced yet no one put a gun to their head. they did not understand that the akathisa i was experiencing was direct result of the previous batch of drugs they had forced on me. when i thrown in i a called and told him that the drugs they were forcing on me were harming me, his automic reaction ,"i i-i-i- I HAVE to tell them hes not taking his medication.) i told them(the ward staff) that them that my arms had ceased to work because of the drugs. my father told them(automitic reaction),"ohohhohoho thats just part of his problem.


they both believe anything their told if it comes from an authority figure and refuses to believe anything i tell him even if it the gods honest truth

hes extrmely ignornant and bigoted about everthing in general,and has not lifted a science text since he got out of college yet acts as though hes knows everything.
whetther jews or alternative medicine hes closeminded as heck

blames everything i or did not do right aspergers leading me to deny such a things existance.

i guess the key is avoid triggering those automitci reactions and begin to recognize those patterns again.

I used to do both weight lifting and martial arts
And used to be aware of those patterns. the damn drugs are the x factors in this
certain things about my "caregivers" (stopped calling them parents long time ago) make them very dangerous even if had not done anything like what they have done.
THey have no incite into their actions, and cannot seperate belief from fact nor they dont seem to understund cause and effect, nor can they understand the difference between what they intended to do and what they have actually done. ex. they dont seem understand that it was their calling the police that caused
me be thrown in mental ward. the said they were forced yet no one put a gun to their head. they did not understand that the akathisa i was experiencing was direct result of the previous batch of drugs they had forced on me. when i thrown in i a called and told him that the drugs they were forcing on me were harming me, his automic reaction ,"i i-i-i- I HAVE to tell them hes not taking his medication.) i told them(the ward staff) that them that my arms had ceased to work because of the drugs. my father told them(automitic reaction),"ohohhohoho thats just part of his problem.


they both believe anything their told if it comes from an authority figure and refuses to believe anything i tell him even if it the gods honest truth

hes extrmely ignornant and bigoted about everthing in general,and has not lifted a science text since he got out of college yet acts as though hes knows everything.
whetther jews or alternative medicine hes closeminded as heck

blames everything i or did not do right aspergers leading me to deny such a things existance.

i guess the key is avoid triggering those automitci reactions and begin to recognize those patterns again.