Another Nothing Day

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I'm really fed up with this. I get up, and for what? Nothing.
Seriously, what is the point?
My life is nothing, I am nothing, and i'm really sick of going on, pretending to be something. Because i'm not. I'm empty spaces and wasted heat.

I am having a "Nothing Day". There's just, nothing.

It's one of those days where you just can't be bothered, i suppose.

Why get up, it's not like i'm doing something,
Why get dressed, i'm not going anywhere,
Why eat, no-ones going to care if you starve and die.

I just can't see the point today, and i don't feel like doing something, anything. Maybe i'm depressed again, what fun, brilliant, just what i need.

I know, realistically, that there's things i can do, things i should do, like go to college, get a job, leave my house. It's just so hard to do, it doesn't seem hard, yet everytime i try, i fail, and frankly, i'm sick of failing. I don't see the point to it, ha, i don't see the point to anything.

Anyway, please disregard all i've said, i'm having a nothing day, correction, i'm having a nothing life.

so, why don't you make it into something?

When I feel like a nothing, I pick out a theme, in order to keep my day from being a Nothing Day.

These are my Personal Themes:

Art
Movies
Buses
Chico, my dog on a sunny day
Cleaning
Cooking
Television
Music
Puzzles

And every day is Internet Day

MelBunny... been there, man/woman. Don't really have any advice except (and I know this sounds stupid) to try and enjoy it. It could be a LOT worse.
Personally, I discovered why that ancient Chinese curse (May you live in interesting times) was considered a curse. Boring is good. "Interesting" usually means utterly chaotic and lame... like, well, now. Conflict in Afghanistan, Iraq, Israel, Lebanon, Syria, Darfur, Rwanda and Ggod only knows where else, the US is so divided it's not even funny, etc. etc.
Apply that to ones' life (new job, moving, stress, etc) and I came to appreciate boring.

Boring's still boring tho, that's kinda problematic.

Sorry, just having a bad day and feeling sorry for myself, i'm sure it'll pass.

I know how you feel.

See my topic here on The Haven called "Dull".