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angela8
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06 Nov 2017, 4:21 pm

Unrequited love, 1.


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09 Nov 2017, 6:56 am

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09 Nov 2017, 4:42 pm

I've told them, over and over again that I cannot handle a classroom environment. It's just not for me. So the first thing they do is to push me into the most densely packed classrooms. My work is already slipping and they're constantly telling me I'm going to fail and that I need to hurry, hurry, HURRY!

My stress is out of whack... I need a cigarette...

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10 Nov 2017, 5:01 am

4... Not in too bad a place mentally and my increased antidepressant dosage seems to have helped too, as far as I can tell... but I'm concerned about my physical health, which is acting rather like Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, minus any monstrous transformations. Habitually run 3 km in the evenings and feel just fine: but recently during daytime have been experiencing episodes of mild, persistent abdominal pain and recently had severe chest pains, which generally are very sporadic but always frightening.
The latter makes me paranoid about my heart, but I've had these concerns checked before and have surprisingly good blood pressure. Whatever is going on with the stomach pains though is really beginning to worry me, and might have to result in a GP visit.


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10 Nov 2017, 1:59 pm

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11 Nov 2017, 12:40 pm

-10. it's one of those days i just want to die peacefully and quietly. I can't work, i trouble the people around me and i'm just tired of fear and shame. If i wasn't afraid of hell i'd probably wish for an assisted suicide clinic here.



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13 Nov 2017, 9:24 am

All I will ever, ever be in life is somebody's kick-me dog, somebody's patsy. I'm sick of it, and sick of being spit on and berated for it, and sick of being told I deserve that kind of treatment for not being more.

Wish I had married the one who told me outright that he expected a wife to be a kick-me dog and patsy. Maybe at least he would have respected me for playing that role.


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13 Nov 2017, 1:10 pm

BuyerBeware wrote:
All I will ever, ever be in life is somebody's kick-me dog, somebody's patsy. I'm sick of it, and sick of being spit on and berated for it, and sick of being told I deserve that kind of treatment for not being more.

Wish I had married the one who told me outright that he expected a wife to be a kick-me dog and patsy. Maybe at least he would have respected me for playing that role.

Hugs. You don’t deserve that.id never treat or let anyone treat my wife such way.



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13 Nov 2017, 1:11 pm

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13 Nov 2017, 4:36 pm

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*took me about 5 minutes to figure that out. :?



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14 Nov 2017, 4:09 am

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14 Nov 2017, 8:30 am

Sick of life.

Submission and grovelling will be treated as provocation for contempt.

Anything other than submission and grovelling will be treated as aggression and provocation for hostility.

I know what I'm supposed to do. Learn to manipulate people's emotions. It's what's worked for every woman in my life who has been treated with respect. Well, I'll be 40 in a few weeks, and it's not looking good. Never been my strong suit. Guess I'll take contempt, and rest in the knowledge that God will crown me with a thousand jewels in the next life.

Can't wait to get there. :-?


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15 Nov 2017, 7:42 pm

feel bad...

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16 Nov 2017, 12:50 am

3.

I see suicide in everything; anything I look at or think about has the potential to make me want to die.



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16 Nov 2017, 5:02 pm

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I always feel a bit better after seeing my therapist. :)