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kittylover
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03 Sep 2008, 1:38 am

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Really hoping that I die soon. I can't stand my body anymore.

I don't see how I could ever pass as female. Even my therapist has implied that I likely would never pass, suggesting that I prepare for the torment of others. And she's an expert in treating transsexualism.

Hormones take a while to work even if they would work with me. I don't know how I'm going to last that long. My feelings of desperation are getting worse.



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03 Sep 2008, 9:58 am

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Really hoping that I die soon. I can't stand my body anymore.

I don't see how I could ever pass as female. Even my therapist has implied that I likely would never pass, suggesting that I prepare for the torment of others. And she's an expert in treating transsexualism.

Hormones take a while to work even if they would work with me. I don't know how I'm going to last that long. My feelings of desperation are getting worse.


:heart: Just try to pull through. You'll be okay, it'll all work out...just stay strong a little longer.



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03 Sep 2008, 1:25 pm

Bad
really bad



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03 Sep 2008, 9:01 pm

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I am at peace. :)


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04 Sep 2008, 2:35 pm

5 Not bad. :)


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04 Sep 2008, 7:17 pm

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Alright but I can't shake this feeling that I've been having lately, this feeling that I may soon die. I doubt I will but...... :x


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05 Sep 2008, 12:36 am

4. I think.
Stress is fun.


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05 Sep 2008, 2:44 am

Don't really know, but maybe a 4. Kinda depressed, kinda not. Thinking about old friends, the lack of new ones, finances, jobs, school, seeing a doctor, past visits to new york, toronto, seattle, san francisco... kind of a weird jumble that hasn't really settled in my head yet.



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05 Sep 2008, 8:53 am

1 tired and depressed......

But better than yesterday. :roll:


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05 Sep 2008, 10:13 am

-2 Just got another serving job again. Yikes!



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05 Sep 2008, 7:21 pm

4 I'm feeling average today. Nothing really good or bad. :|


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05 Sep 2008, 7:23 pm

7. Two friends of mine came to my house after dinner and we played Mario Kart online on the Wii, fun as usual ! :wink:



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05 Sep 2008, 9:15 pm

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Got the house to myself tonight. I may be alone out here, but I'm glad to be alone every once in a while. :D


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06 Sep 2008, 6:04 pm

-5 Just feeling kind of miserable and lonely right now. My great aunt is in the hospital, in a coma from a massive stroke, and she was really the only other extended family member I could relate to. I feel like none of my so-called "friends" want to talk to me, anyways, im going back to bed.


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06 Sep 2008, 10:41 pm

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I want to quit school and go home.


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