scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Alright, better than I was about 1:00 am last night. I had gotten really depressed, so much so that something inside me snapped. I entered some kind of mania, I had huge bursts of energy and I kept laughing. This happens sometimes when I'm depressed enough. I think I may be mentally unstable or maybe it was just my mind's way have relieving stress. It doesn't happen often.

I'm about a 4, plus I don't have to cook tonight. Mom made me supper.

-10

Because the only girl in my AS support group at my school is already in a relationship, I am considering dropping out of school.

0 bad news

-10

I snapped and said some offensive things last night, and I feel very terrible about it right now.

-9.9999999

I f*****g hate my life. Why can't people just leave me alone. I don't want to talk to people every single freaking day. I hate school. It's too crowded, and half those people don't care about their grades either. They are just their to pass the time.

5 I'm here and I'm doing OK. I guess I can't complain.

0.1

I thought I was supposed to be happier... But I'm just... I dunno.
I was supposed to be over depression.

higher than 10- I am getting more famous by the day. Literally. Now a flower shop is carrying my cards and more and more places in my area are carrying my stuff. Even other towns as well. Then I found out that I am going to be on an autism internet radio show and another person is putting me on their blog. It is supposedly a popular blog at least in the area I am living in which is the middle of nowhere. During the weekend I did a show and since there was no electricity (it was an outdoor show) and made over $80 selling just $2 and $4 items. Everyone loves my stuff. And today I found out that another person wants me to do commission work, which is another $125. If all the commission people are truthful and go through with it I would make over $1,000 in a short time. That isn't including shows and being in galleries and now I am in 1 gallery in my area and one in Olympia which is the capital of the state of Washington. My art is taking off at a pace that I can't keep up with. I have been doing this for many years and it has done nothing. Absolutely nothing. But just in the last 2 months things started happening. Next year I am planning on doing 1 million art shows and drawing/ painting as many pictures, whatever the public wants. If I get a request, I do it for that person. Any animal they want. So, right now I am happy.

3

Sorta mellow I guess.

-8

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0

Meh.

0 cant do this funeral wanna drink so badly if i have to go thru with it. sick to my stomach right now.

3

I feel like my life is an old warehouse full of containers of poorly stored gasoline and other flammable liquids and I'm there throwing lit matches trying to light the thing. There is lots of potential all over the place and it's more astounding that I haven't managed to light it yet. I'm getting pretty close though.

-2 I am feeling alone and no one cares about me...