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guess whats depressing is that there aren't any real love anymore in this world. if I have to get a job to be good enough to date them then they aren't really in love with me but the title/ money. thats super depressing so I really have no hope for the future and likely why I have no drive to find work.

any future I see is depressing. if I find work I likely won't be good enough still and if I am its fake love and I'll always know it. why can't women love a poor guy? or a jobless guy? wish I could kill myself

I like being with other people, some of the time. If I have to be around other people all day I get stressed out. I even find ways of cocooning within the crowd so I can relieve stress and be alone with other people. First it was Game Boys, than it was smartphones and more recently I've started carrying around a netbook in my vest. On the occasions when I get to know them very well, I can be around them all day without getting stressed but that doesn't happen very often.

Generally I need to be alone for a few hours per day, even if it means being alone in a crowded room but you... you're an extrovert? You're an extrovert and yet you have to spend all your time alone? Your life must be more painful than I thought. You should go on living anyway. People persons like you can find the greatest of happiness with someone. I can't guarantee your future happiness but if there's even the remostest chance, you should live for that. One day your pain could be nothing more than a past memory.I think I know what you mean. There seems to be a double standard. When I had a low paying job, I would ask people "Why do girls always say they want a man with a high paying job" and they would reply with "Why do you expect a girl to like some unambitious lazybum like you. You need to change or no girl will like you". I even started a thread about it but it turned ugly and was closed.

Now more recently on Yahoo Answers I asked how I could politely ask a girl to start taking Phentermine without offending her. I got the most caustic answers back saying stuff like "If you really like her, you should not expect her to change". Why is it that guys are expected to change so girls will like them but it's taboo to ask a girl to change so a guy will like them? What is the reason for this double standard?

I'm probably in between introvert and extrovert. I'm no party goer . I do get a lot of happiness from hanging out with people, I also need time alone. I also can go from having a great time to feeling awful and needing to run away. like saying the wrong thing to someone. happens at work every other day.

idk. same why saying you don't date small boobed women is wrong, but womens saying they don't date small penis guys is ok, or short guys, fat guys, dumb guys, etc. its ok for women to be picky and or discriminate, but its wrong if a guy does the same thing.

perhaps it all goes down to the whole women are employers and men employees. women do the choosing so they have the "right " to do those things. while guys are expected to bend over and accept anything and everything bad about a woman they don't like. men get told to accept the bad stuff , women get told to find another guy.

seems wrong to me.

Most of the time, I find hanging out with people to be "meh." I could take it or leave it most of the time.

why?

Because I like to be by myself most of the time. I don't dislike people--I dislike having to be social with them (unless I feel like being social).

I find, most of the time, that my interactions within WrongPlanet satisfy my need to commune with people.

ah. personally I'm starting to see that wrong planet is hurtful to me.
I considering having leave for good. means I'll have no one to talk to at all, but "noone to talk to" won't say hurtful things to me and make me feel worse then already do.

Hey man....don't leave. I'd miss you.

You're a trip and a half, my friend.

Like I said...you're an okay guy who needs an attitude adjustment--that's all.

Don't listen to the idiots/schmucks here.

person seems to be attacking me everytime I post now. except here.

I don't know what the point is. think I might stop trying to find work and just wait to die. which looks like is going happen in 2016. so not to far away.

also read theres such a thing of medical castration. wondering if it might be good for me.

No it would not be good for you. Unnecessary surgery is never good for anyone. Some doctors consider it to be a violation of the hippocratic oath to cut into a healthy body but then again there are also cosmetic surgeons. But still, surgery puts enormous strain on your body and if you were thinking of having it done chemically, that's not a good idea either. It will interfere with your hormones. Except in cases of illness it's best to let the body manage itself.

Why 2016? Isn't that kind of soon?

You should do whatever makes you feel better but are you sure that further isolating yourself will make you feel better?

Perhaps it would be better if you only left WP when you're spending more time with more people in meatspace.

Don't let schmucks get to you, the ones who keep insulting you, the ones on WP or out in meatspace. I have to deal with those jerks to but for me it's sort of motivating. Maybe I have a masochistic streak. The more I rebuild my life the less they have to insult so I think of every new insult as another thing I'm going to fix and I'll show them! I'll show them all

theres medical type, where they inject you ever so often and I guess it removes the hormones and such. apparently it's been used on rapist as a way to get out of jail earlier.

here in the us the rebpulicans won both houses of congress, they have decided not to fix social security and let half of it run out of money in 2016. that half is out of money cause in the 80s they took its money to fix the other half. apparently switching money between the two was normal. but the republicans see it as people stealing money and want us to pay. so in 2016 there will be a 20% cut which for my house means losing 300 a month or more. we won't be able to pay rent.

don't really have friends in town anymore.

I think they only give chemical castration to rapists.

I know it's bad. There's a 99% chance you're next president will be a Republican. Look at the bright side, at least you don't have our guy. At least your country won't be run by a fundamentalist Catholic like Australia is. The thing that really pisses me off about right wing politicians is they say they need to cut social services to balance the books and then they start some hundred billion dollar project that doesn't do anything useful. If they want to cut the budget, they should cut some other things before they cut social services. Right wing politicians only pretend to be fiscally conservative. They're like a kid in a toy store with daddy's credit card.

Sometimes I think of moving to a different town but I don't want to leave my friends. If you no longer have friends in your hometown then you can more easily relocate. When you've got nothing to lose then you can do anything and go anywhere.

I fall middle ground, so I don't like either side having control.

we could stop spending billions to other nations. that alone would fund our social security, or cut back on the armies yearly wast of billions to develop new rifle/pistol they won't addopt. or the fbi, dhs etc. all of them waste money, cause if you get 200 billion this year and only spend 160 billion then they only get 160 billion next year, so they waste 40 billion to make sure they get the same money next year. now a bunch of people will be made homeless, so the republicans can point at the democrats and say its all their fault.

honesty I'm afraid, and scared, but there isn't much I can do so I guess I just try to enjoy what's left of the year and hope someone in dc is smart enough to realise putting 32% of the nation on the streets is a bad idea. or that I find a job, though I don't know if that's going happen at all.

so since I'm limited to just heaven. anyone want to talk to me? or should I just leave wrongplanet?

I wonder if there is a way to get around my resistance to death. or something so quick yet out of my control. I fear if it takes too long I'll change my mind last minute and die in fear of the oncoming death.

caught between what must be done and a stupid natural instinct to live.