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Feel a woman again. I had a very short three day stint four years ago when I lucked out by meeting a really hot girl off plentyoffish. I pleased her but she never pleased me if you know what I mean.

I live on disability which means I can only make 800 extra per month but if I lost my job again i would have an extremely hard time getting disability back so I don't see the point in trying to get a full time job.

Women obviously don't want me because of this. On top of this I am 180 lbs at 5"10' but I was 140 two years ago so now women barely look at me. They use to literally yell out their truck at me. I was talking to some girl through email recently and when she found out I live on disability for autism the emails stopped.

I argue with people all day on the Internet about autism and marijuana's benefits.

Nobody wants me. I should just accept all of this. Please don't tell me to see a counsellor etc. I am applying for my MMJ card currently and that helped me lose weight before (substitute for junk food and depression)

Thanks for all the replies

If you want replies it helps to ask questions or for advice, etc. Just stating something doesn't leave much room for comment sometimes.

People also need time to see and think about posts, like a day or three. You only allowed a few hours before posting again.

Also, personally, I avoid responding to posts that contain limitations or restrictions as to how I may or may not respond.

Well, I don't really have anything encouraging to say. I'm on disability too and have pretty much given in to habituation. I just can't get a job. Although I am till working on writing.
I don't think I will ever have a relationship. I'm hard to deal with.
I'm with you on the marijuana thing - I hope we have a federal referendum to legalize for recreational.

I don't think there's anything else but to accept one's circumstances, but it helps to stay busy and have goals.

I'm 5 foot 5 and 190 lbs. I'm a married man.

It's how you carry yourself.

5 foot 10 is not a bad height. 180 lbs is not particularly fat. 140 might be too thin.

I know you've heard this a million times--but it's a matter of CONFIDENCE.

In the social-Darwin sense, no woman wants a guy who lacks confidence.

I just miss the attention I got from women too. I use to get lots of smiles and women would try talking to me. They felt comfortable around me. I remember one time I was in a grocery store and I picked out the low sodium popcorn around two girls and when I walked away and came back for the regular strength corn they giggled and smiled at me. Now they'd probably just think I'm a fat ass.

I smoke weed and would not judge someone for being on disability or having a low income in general. I am on disability...I have been in relationships but none have worked out. So not sure I have totally given up but, I am sort of doubting I'll get into one that works out. I don't know I am female and I don't get along with a lot of females due to many of them being all materialistic, I guess there are plenty of guys like that to though.

I really need to be held and miss it so much. I think i'd probably be less depressed if i got to cuddle every so often.

Pictures like this make me sad/angry.

why?