I need a gigantic change

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So, here's my situation:
I'm 17 and I feel stuck or in some kind of stagnant place. In fact, I've been feeling this way since September. I barely know how to drive and I need to get my permit soon. My brother has a son and lives with his GF in the same house with me, my mom, and sister, and I really want to move out as soon as possible. I know I need to get a job but I'd really rather graduate high school first, and that's really sucking the life out of me. For know, I'm just collecting water bottles and coins on the ground.

I remember back in April I was a really caring person that actually could actually feel. I wanted friends and such. Then I got backstabbed and what later happened was this sort of weird break-up of sorts which really again made me cast doubts on the outside world and people in general (especially NTs). At this point, I feel like I'm a complete sociopath, and I feel like f*****g scum. I just want to get back to my old self, but I don't know how with the constant negativity surrounding me.

Also, strangely I'm not really looking for a girlfriend now, either. I'm just staying away from that kind of stuff. I have no urge, and probably not for the next few years. I definitely do want friends.

U can start with part-time jobs like giving out leaflets, those jobs are easy. I'm sure the local employment agencies sponsored by govt will have jobs like that. It is good to know what job u are good at or not suitable for. The only thing to find out is actually do them. When u find out what u are good at, then u will feel happy. More positive energy to do try more diff tasks. Yes, I agree graduate from high school is the most important thing for u now. Don't let other things side track u. I'm sure lots of people in this site, don't mind to be your friends.

Try to build some interest, so u have things in common to talk about and meet people. e.g. hiking, sports or online games. I myself like clash of clans and hay days. It gives satisfaction to build your own clan or farm. Joining activities like Lego competition in school sounds is fun and can meet cool people.