disappointed in myself(complain)

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I've spent a lot of money so far without achieving anything decent.

In elementary school, I enrolled in calligraphy, English, and art cram schools, but got nothing; in junior high school, I had a personal computer, and I was obsessed with video websites and online chatting day and night; in high school, which was strict about studying, I would rather be in a daze than study hard.

Now I am in college, first addicted to alcohol, and then wasting my life on short videos. I spent a lot of money on cram schools to prepare for graduate school exams, but I didn't want to invest any energy. My excuse for this was that I didn't have enough energy, and therefore spent money on the TCM hosipital again.

Body, Study, Interpersonal relationships, everything is a mess.

Being born with such a good family and so much education funds, I should have created greater achievements instead of being so decadent. It sucks, having a kid like me for my family.Disappointed in myself