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mother.

This actually happened late last evening, I lost something I sort of... require when I'm pacing about thinking, or listening to music. Probably sounds crazy, but if I'm not holding something of the right kind of weight and shape (sort of like a worry stone), I can't concentrate on these activities. I was so upset I basically tore up the whole house looking for it, god knows where it's gone.

stomach disagreeing with a pain pill.

Yelling people.

Well I have no speakers for the PC right now and must go get new ones tomorrow.

It's possible, perhaps, that I may or may not have thrown them down the stairs as hard as possible.

Believe me, they had it coming. It was therapeutic to do that.

I was rather tempted to simply run the blasted things over with the car but that's too much effort.

Needless to say I dont deal too well with misbehaving electronics.

People. Changing. Plans.
If anyone can understand the complete sh!t of this it's got to be a bunch of autistics.
Relatives decided to meet, and conscripted me to cook for them. I assembled all the mise en place prior, so the components of the meal which could be pre-cooked were prepared. I was aware of the date they wanted me to cook so changed my own plans to accommodate them. Confirmation was given the previous night to make sure all was go.
I am in the middle of a medication alteration, so I got three hours sleep, but still got up early to prepare the rest of the meal to be precisely timed to the ETA of the relative.
Only to be informed that they had called early that morning and said because they didn't feel like driving, they were calling everything off.
The rudeness is enough - but doing that to an autistic is sh***y in my view.

everything is so GD far away from me

People not following through

Meltdown.

My girlfriend had to put her cat to sleep. We took her to to animal hospital today cuz she had been sick awhile & we we were thinking she would get better after being hospitalized for afew days. It turned out she had kidney failure along with other things. We could of spent two thousand or more to treat her but there was a chance she wouldn't survive & would probably have a relapse within the month & need treatment again. At least thi.s way she didn't suffer anymore & died with my girlfriend holding her. I feel really bad about it but it's my girlfriend I'm most worried about. She has depression & anxiety issues & had her 18 years so she's taking it extremely hard. She feels she murdered a family member.

Stressed out having an argument with one of my friends who are completely wasted. I f*****g hate some peoples drunken habits.

Nothing right now.

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I had a meltdown in math. Most jobs don't require geometry. My mother never took it and she has been getting around just fine. Of course we're in an era of scams and lies. No one does anything. I also had my first suicidal thought, but I pushed it away.

Two of my friends recently started dating, and while I'm happy for them I feel a bit bitter watching how much time they spend together just hanging out, talking, and visiting. Why don't the people I attract feel that way about me... ?