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20 Oct 2017, 9:48 pm

I take these things on board and allow them to hurt my feelings when I should be able to say, "You don't know what you're talking about. I'm not like that at all."


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21 Oct 2017, 12:03 am

It's raining again.


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21 Oct 2017, 12:06 am

Don't let me drown.


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21 Oct 2017, 12:21 am


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21 Oct 2017, 12:29 am

our feet shall stand within thy gates. :(


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21 Oct 2017, 12:34 am

^^ cool.


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21 Oct 2017, 12:40 am

i just found out i have been lied to for over six years, and my suspicious of being played with are confirmed.


and i'm angry.


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21 Oct 2017, 12:51 am

Kiprobalhato wrote:
i just found out i have been lied to for over six years, and my suspicious of being played with are confirmed.


and i'm angry.

That's understandable.
Very sorry you were treated that way.


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21 Oct 2017, 1:04 am

thanks for replying to that.

when i turned 18, two minutes after midnight, and i was suddenly texted by a frantic, nearly incoherent southerner telling me she was beaten...

and not knowing what else to do i made my way to their place...and being told then not to

how much of that was true?

i was told that she would start fights under the influence of some substance or another and tell others that she was 100% on the receiving end.

told others she was from canada when in reality she was just ashamed of the fact she was a bible belter.

was told this from the only other person from her hometown i will probably ever meet. we looked at old drawings of hers and agreed that looking at them was like looking at pictures of a dead person.

i saw him around for nearly those six years and only one week ago i spoke to him for the first time. he came to my house and played by horribly out of tune piano.


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21 Oct 2017, 1:12 am

So sorry you had to deal with that. Dragon hugs :heart:


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21 Oct 2017, 1:51 am

I've been told that all human behaviour is motivated by either love or fear.
I find that somewhat comforting.
If they hate me, they also fear me, in some way.
Even if their fear is that I will bore them to death.


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21 Oct 2017, 2:15 am

Nathan the beach cat is so cute.


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21 Oct 2017, 9:06 am

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Was it me?

It was probably me,

Everything is my fault,

Just ask the government,

I am evil because I troll a bit on a forum, have emotional problems, smoke weed and downloaded a few mp3s.

But they are free to spy on their people, mkultra them as they see fit, hack into stuff without a warrant, murder thousands in war, and operate as illegal drug traffickers.

Go ahead and just give me some LSD, I might lulz.


you are so very evil - NOT.


Well I just want go ahead an mkultra dis b***h,

If its f****d, I say lets f**k it more,

Apparently its all over my head anyway damn way and doesn't appear I have done much to deserve it, otherwise I would be in prison. But it is f****d so I do say we need to f**k it more. I said I wanted to mkultra this b***h and my phone call got scrambled and I woke up a about a half a week later but we need to really mkultra me. Not just a little, lets f**k it hardcore.

Its like hell, I get hacked from above and then the govement is all like Men and Black, you saw nothing here.

I am like good God, alright just mkultra me for the lulz



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21 Oct 2017, 9:19 am

If I have seen something I was not suppose to see,

Lets mkultra it real good, I have no regrets saying that. I am mean if don't have basic American rights and s**t, then lets f**k it up good. Lets go ahead and just implant 666 on my forehead and right hand. I listened intently when "they" mkultra'd my phone in hopes that I can be reprogrammed to just worship Satan, hell why not?



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21 Oct 2017, 10:58 am

lol dude is stoned on government drugs at 9:14, I want those drugs :D



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21 Oct 2017, 1:05 pm

Every time I see my warning level, I get this horrible compulsion to delete my account and start all over again.
It's not that I want to do that. I would never do that.
But it's not perfect, it's level 1, and I get compulsions for these kinds of do-overs.
I would throw away schoolbooks and notebooks halfway through the term and start again because they weren't perfect.
And tell my teachers I'd lost them or they'd been damaged.

Anyway if there's any way to go down a warning level so I don't get itchy when I log into my account... :roll:
But no.
I can and should deal with it.

Hey everyone, btw.
Froya, do you have any troll or elf landmarks anywhere nearby?
I'm feeling a very strong need to visit some standing stones or something, lately.