Almost failed my first semester of college, had to withdraw from two classes. Depression got a lot worse, I've been having trouble taking care of myself. I have not been going to my study tables for the autism program, they had a meeting with my parents and said that unless I show a really, really drastic improvement I will be kicked out of the program until 2019.
I am having a grade check next week. If I'm failing any of my classess I could drop that class and keep going for the rest of the semester, or I can just come home on March 6.
If that were to be the case, I would be living at my mom and stepdad's house and taking two classes online every semester and they would try to get me a therapist. Also have a really strict schedule at home. I would probably have to do more chores, but that's fine.
The only problem is, they're in a band and on the weeks they are touring I would have to go stay at my dad's house, which I really really don't want. They make me do a lot of chores-- which, I understand, helping out is fine and I would be okay with it but they make me do all of their s**t for them, like all of their laundry and dishes and cooking and cleaning, while they sit on their lazy arses and watch TV. I'm not f*****g Cinderella. And not like he ever pays for anything. also always dragging me along on random outings that I don't need to go to, and it's like they can't comprehend that I want to spend a minute alone and in my room. Everyone on my dad's side of the family... kind of sucks, and I really don't care for them for a lot of reasons. He's constantly trying to get me to meet up with them, and I don't know how to tell him I don't wanna talk to them. My stepmom is also really controlling and cold, and basically controls everything we do, and my dad just goes along with everything she says.
I also just... really don't like my dad, and there's a reason for that which I found out recently.