Sorry I just had a crazy dream that's kind of unsettling, and I don't think I can figure out what it means, but I might be able to move on with my day if I tell someone, and the internet is up this early....
Mind you I really am a white girl from the states, but in this dream I was from India (not Native Indian, but India Indian). I lived in a strange community living that I can hardly describe, but it was like buildings without doors just walkways and lots of throw rugs to define each living area. Anyway, I was also in high school (mind you I'm 30). And, I am pretty flexible in real life, but here I was more flexible with some amazing tumbling abilities, and it was like i was trained to harness them by someone taking a flashlight trying to search for me in a dark room and I was supposed to dodge it, and I guess I was really good about it. So I'm in this school that I live at, a building near this community area with lots of floors but the students were only allowed on certain ones. MTV was doing some sort of spring break with a neighboring school, and I wanted to sneak out to go to it. So, I use my "super power" to sneak out and at the same time, these 3 black girls was tryin to sneak out too. This one girl kept finding me when I was hiding in places most people couldn't fit in, and she hated me, but she didn't do anything about cause she was trying to sneak out to the same thing. So we get to this pep rally and not long after being there, someone comes saying it's about to be crashed by another school's students. To avoid being busted by anyone, I start to leave. Well then these cops come and raid the whole thing like it was a party with underage drinking or something. So I get to a point where I hide again, and miss thang finds me and starts a fist fight. I totally kick her butt, and her friends, and her auntie was there too and I knocked her out with her niece, but anyway, I start running away. I had this boyfriend who was there and did escape back into my school claiming he started the party (the one the school's faculty was denying ever existed) getting in trouble over it to avoid the heat coming my way. His Uncle took care of him and was really cool about it when he explained more what happened. Anyway, I start running again and trying to dodge people, and old girl finds me again. I finally figure that she kept finding me not because I couldn't hide well, but because she was psychic and was using her sixth sense to find me. Right about that time, it was getting annoying that she kept finding me, so I woke myself up. Oh yeah, there seemed to be some story line about some serious criminals of the adult persuasion that went by strange names and nobody really believed existed but have heard stories, and they were deeply involved in all the politics of the area and it was like they were the ones I was originally up against until that girl kept messing with me before I could do anything about the other ones.
Anyway, I hate dreams like this cause I wake up tired. I don't know what's more unsettling, the thought that everytime I try to hide from people, someone always finds me, or the idea that some people are like flies who go out of their way to mess with you, and you just can't seem to get rid of them no matter what you do. But one thing is for sure, for every super power, there's someone with a super antidote.
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"In the room the women come and go talking of Michelangelo." J. Alfred Prufrock
04 Oct 2009, 8:05 am
