Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.
I just don't know anymore. Maybe it's the vision of my future I have of me growing old, dying alone never having known the warmth of another. Maybe it's the fact that other the last few days I have said things on this forum I KNOW are completely wrong and irrational and have upset people to the point where I am no longer capable of redeeming myself. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to keep people interested in me or to try and make myself interesting eventually people just drift away from me, leaving me alone and feeling less and less capable of bonding with others. Maybe it's because no matter how hard I try to reach out to people on this forum they seem to just turn their heads and my words fall on death ears, even though I have been lead to believe that this is a community. I don't f*****g know anymore why doesn't someone ASK ME WHAT I f*****g FEEL FOR A f*****g CHANGE!! WHY DOESN'T SOMEONE SO f*****g ASK!! WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BE f*****g HUMAN!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS f*****g PLACE!! !
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I don't think anyone here is purposely trying to make you feel that way.
I know they don't but for some reason a part of me says they are, even though I know full well they are not. It doesn't make sense.
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Well if you need someone to talk to, I'll be here with open ears, just to let you know. I'm not the best at advice though, but listening, that I can do.
Thank you but I honestly can't think of what I want to say and how I want to say it.
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Well if you need someone to talk to, I'll be here with open ears, just to let you know. I'm not the best at advice though, but listening, that I can do.
Thank you but I honestly can't think of what I want to say and how I want to say it.
That's fine. You don't have to say it right now. When you want to, I'll probably be here (because you know, the different time zones and all that).
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My nephew Coke needs to eat! Obviously we're related.
Will do, thanks
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Welcome to my life.
Welcome to my life.
Well at least I'm not alone. Can I live with you?
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Welcome to my life.
Well at least I'm not alone. Can I live with you?
Only if you are a cute girl with a high libido.
Welcome to my life.
Well at least I'm not alone. Can I live with you?
Only if you are a cute girl with a high libido.
I am, that picture of me on this forum was just a trick of the light.
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Welcome to my life.
Well at least I'm not alone. Can I live with you?
Only if you are a cute girl with a high libido.
I am, that picture of me on this forum was just a trick of the light.
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Had a dream last night that my former best friend/love interest and I were back on good terms with each other, and since in that particular dream same-sex marriage was legal, I was going to ask her to marry me.
Why does this make me sad?
Because that will never happen in real life. I'm not talking about same-sex marriage - that will most likely become legal with time - but about my relationship with my former best friend/love interest. It's been like over 7 years since the argument that ended our friendship, but something inside me just doesn't want to let it go. She was the first person who I ever truly fell in love with, and all these years later I still feel like she is the only one who would ever be "right" for me. I love her so much that I can even imagine raising children with her, and normally I hate kids.
She slips into my daydreams frequently, and I have nighttime dreams about her on a regular basis. I'm not sure whether the daydreams are causing the nighttime dreams or vice-versa, or if they both feed into each other. Either way it's taking a toll on me emotionally. I have tried talking to therapists about it but they basically blow me off, saying "you just need to let it go". Maybe I don't have the right tools for letting it go and if they would have actually given me some advice instead of just telling me what every average Joe on the street tells me, I would have gotten over it.
At least you did fall in love. I and others have yet to feel such a thing.
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