Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I started the at-home exercises my physical therapist gave me and now my back and neck hurt. I'm scared to do more of them.

It seems like everything is bothering me lately and I can't wait to move. I think a new place with new things will make me feel better. I've been living here for 30 years and have a landlord that does nearly all repairs himself. The new place when my turn comes up will be all nice and fixed up and when something breaks they'll send an actual plumber or electrician or whatever to fix it.

Today my landlord "finished" fixing the bathroom outlet which still hums and bothers me so much I keep the light off since that cuts the power off to the outlet and stops the humming. That outlet gives me a lot of anxiety and if it gets louder severe panic attacks.

Then the hot water heater stopped working and the landlord did something with that. This wasn't the first time it did that. Now the burners on the stove don't work even though the pilot lights are lit. (now they lit when the stove cooled down)

I feel like lately something or other is always setting off a panic attack in me and I have no insurance or money to get help. Various strong or out of place or unidentifiable sounds and smells give me panic attacks.

I seem to have misplaced my eye...

I spent 5 hours working on a project for school, a project i didn't even care about, then took the wrong flash drive today when it was due...

r.i.p ipod i will miss you. we shared lots of good times.
water killed my ipod

Got news today that my Nana's corroted (sp?) artery is 90% blocked and she could have a stroke at any moment. That was how all of her siblings died, by the way. She's having surgery in two weeks. I'm really irritated that they couldn't get her into surgery sooner. I'm not going to stop worrying about her until she actually comes out of surgery.

Nana lives in Denver, Colorado, but two of her children (one of my aunts and her brother, my uncle) are going to go take care of her after she has surgery. Neither of them have jobs so they can always be there for her. My parents would go but they both work full time. However, they told me that if anything goes wrong, we're flying out there.

Good news/bad news

Good news: I got wrestling shoes and a towel, so my instructor's complimenting me lots now.

Bad news: I was too tired to focus today, think I might be skipping my vegetables or something.