NeueZiel wrote:
Everyone here has been courteous or friendly to me yet because of my paranoia I feel really hated or scorned. I don't know if I belong here but I feel "disliked" even if I have no reason to think so. Am I allowed to post in this topic?
I guess... I mean yeah, sure.
I get the whole not thinking you belong here and feeling disliked even though you feel like there is no reason... because I thought the same thing myself when I joined. To be quite truthful I do still think this but not as much.