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Talked to my mom and she is trying to find a housing solution for me

I had to google shame and I found this:

...shame is important because no other affect is more disturbing to the self, none more central for the sense of identity. In the context of normal development, shame is the source of low self-esteem, diminished self image, poor self concept, and deficient body-image. Shame itself produces self-doubt and disrupts both security and confidence. It can become an impediment to the experience of belonging and to shared intimacy....It is the experiential ground from which conscience and identity inevitably evolve. In the context of pathological development, shame is central to the emergence of alienation, loneliness, inferiority and perfectionism. It plays a central role in many psychological disorders as well, including depression, paranoia, addiction, and borderline conditions. Sexual disorders and many eating disorders are largely disorders of shame. Both physical abuse and sexual abuse also significantly involve shame.

This describes eleven twelths of my life.

Pretty much... I am gonna go bed... or floor rather lulz

Will post pics of setup later if anyone cares... Its actually not that bad and once I get power, I'll be pretty happy actually

Stealing internet from an RV lulz

Anyway I am very very very ashamed...

I don't know that I'll come back, I am loser and I think everyone agrees, I deserved all the abuse I have gotten

I'm not everyone.

Do you think I deserved the abuse I got too?

I... don't know...

Raleigh, I am little drunk... lets debate this later

I just figured I deserved it cause I never got support for it... much lik autism...

Rape center denied me consoul,
Support group throw me out,


I never really talked about my abuse and I don't care to here and I did and I want to die cause of it

People tell me I'm beautiful.
That makes me want to vomit when I hear that.
Because that's what they said at the time too.
I was too "pretty", so I asked for it.

Sorry, had to pop out the forum, someone just posted a posted on our community facebook page about a doco pertaining that vaccines cause autism. Went a little aspie on the forum! lol... Didnt plan on coming out to the community in that way, but hey cant do anything about it now! ..... Where did i put my shovel!?

Does anyone really know if vaccines cause autism?

I wouldn't be surprised at all if they do.

Well I tend to be a cause and effect thinker on social issues...

I find it... odd... that doctors in the medical community that say they do... end up dead or labeled mentally ill

I don't believe every conspiracy theory but a lot of them have some truth to them.

Just like Chicago Port thing I ranted on about in an insane rant.

I believe the bulk of conspiracy theories are there to make those type of thinkers look nuts...

Like Alex Jones... He is CIA and his job is spread lies, damn lies and statistics basically...

No, the original ideology that it did was, was discredited and the information pertaining to such ideology was false. It doesnt mean to say some vaccines do cause issues, but to say vaccines are responsible for the increase in autism in the last decade and not the fact its awareness, sort of hits my bubble in the gut.

I'm sure it'll all blow over, uncle.

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/morning-mix/wp/2015/06/29/anti-vaccine-doctor-behind-dangerous-autism-therapy-found-dead-family-cries-foul/?utm_term=.2edcf723ce54

Shot himself in the chest... two times lulz

I don't know about anyone else... but that is kinda awkward to do...

Who in the hell shots themselves in their chest?