I choose perfer not to answer, not cause that is how i feel, but because their was no better option for what my situation is.
I am close to my parents, but not to anybody else, and i wish that was not the case. I wish i could be close to all of my family, but indeed, I feel I was the black sheep of the family, and its a big family, met much of my family in the past and i was always was the one who got in trouble and everyone would find out, and I was the one with my... well... it was obvious i was different, and had issues, tho they i dont think for the most part know why exactly when I was little. But I wish that my whole family lived closer by, and that if that had been the case and both sets of grandparents were still alive so they could keep the family together, we would be much closer.
Also me and my sis and only sibling had a weird relationship, heh, and i fear she hated me growing up because i was akward, sometimes mean and probably annoying to be around 
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DX'ed with HFA as a child. However this was in 1987 and I am certain had I been DX'ed a few years later I would have been DX'ed with AS instead.