19 Aug 2017, 12:52 am
Hmmmm 
I suppose i am and i am not... Cut a long story short. Almost got married to someone over a decade ago and things happened when i went overseas to see family for first time in 7 years.. As a result of that experience i was single for 10 years with zero intimacy... Then decided to give it another shot and ended up getting involved over a short space of time with three individuals on the ASPD spectrum and have now been single for over two years... The repercussions of these experiences that seem to be a reoccurring factor has over time reduced my trust and understanding of an individuals true intent for me to gamble taking those risks anymore... I Would love a partner in my life That i could hold or comfort when needed. But the gamble on me physically,mentally and socially seems to be far too great. So seems i am somewhat asexual by default.
