Ever been something you knew that you would never do?

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But that sounded awfully tempting?

like i'd never ever commit suicide, but at times the concept of drifting into a void where nothing can hurt anymore me sounds awfully tempting.

I don't understand.

Do you mean Do I fantasize about doing something that I know I will never do

Yes. I often have daydreams about doing things that are illegal or morally wrong, but I never act on them. I'm very much a "good girl" and an upstanding citizen... except in the deepest, darkest pits of my imagination.

Yes. If I am in a stairwell, I stand at the edge and look over and want to jump and I can stand there, feel myself falling, where I hit, how I land. I do that with traffic as well. I like to think about driving head on into traffic... semi trucks especially. I get the heebie jeebies when I 'feel' the truck barreling through me. I frequently imagine doing destructive things, but I would never act on those feelings.

Sometimes I might fantasize cussing someone out, or telling them off, if I really dislike that person. I might even fantasize physically assaulting that person. I could never work up the nerve to do that in real life, though, because I'm too nice.

I fantasize about having Pot parties, at my apartment.

When I was in high-school I used to fantasize about going Columbine & I also talked about some sick sexual stuff(like rape) Fantasizing/daydreaming is a form of escape & coping thing for me. After high-school I thought about electrocuting my brain a lot but after I got a severe psychotic depression; I quit thinking about that stuff. I had NO intent of ever doing any of that but thinking & talking/joking was a way to relive stress. Kind of like on the Bernie Mac Show when he says says'~ "I'm gonna kill them kids". We know he never was actually going to America. That was something he said cuz he was angry/frustrated

Oh, I get it now! Have I ever been something I know I could never do but sounded awfully tempting? Do I ever been something do tempting that I know I could do? Yes! As odd as it sounds, do been something which is tempting is something I could I always been someone do awfully tempting to do.