Post something that made you happy today.

Post Reply New Topic

David Ferrer is in the final in Sweden! Now beat Dolgopolov!

I am going to eat pizza in a minute

No just an intelligent, very experienced and informed patient with autism.

As for my good news, I finally figured out why I have been itching insanely for the last 8 months. Chronic Idiopathic Uriticaria and the treatment, Xolair a once a month injection which previously would have been unaffordable at $800+/month I've learned was just added to my province's public health plan on June 2017 which means I will get it for free and I meet all the limited use code criteria to qualify.

When I see this Allergist/Immunologist he can just show up, confirm what I already know, and then can just sit there and twiddle his thumbs because I will have just completely his job and all the useless doctors over the past how many years before he even has a chance to sit down.

One less problem in my BS ridden life. I also won two games of Bingo at the hospital beating out 20 other patients, fixed 2 patient's smart phones, and won a game of cards today. All accomplished while severely sleep deprived for the past 3 days, which is going to be fixed tonight as well with the Clonidine I smuggled into the psych ward will knock me out cold.

got to Michael's for the first time. entire room empty. nobody bothered me the whole time. successful. felt like more or less up to date.

Several people on Earth not ignoring me.

___________________________________________________________

yeah sometimes you want them to interact with you.

sometimes you want them to leave you alone.

sometimes they act like they are morally innocent and "helping" you. but they are just bothering you.

as an autist, it takes a lot more energy for me to imagine a NT's perspective, than for an NT to imagine another NT's perspective. then when i guess how they will respond to something, i am wrong, more often than NTs are wrong about other NTs. then when they respond unfavorably, they sometimes respond more unfavorably then i ever imagined.

and when they respond favorably, it is like: whooptie do. then what? then the other party and i go holding hands skipping off, into the sunset?







seriously there is something wrong with everything.

the older i get the more i feel like precious lil "most people" are not worth the Cost Benefit Analysis it takes to interact with them.

I'm not dead. It's a straight up miracle. I never take that for granted, the fact that I am still alive. Never. While I'm alive I've got a shot, and despite all the inadequacies of my life, that's all that matters.

David Ferrer won the Skistar Swedish Open for the third time-his first title in almost two years! He's not done yet! I like him because he's a hard working player, loves to read and he has CATS!

Breakfast was great

I walked the streets a little way in my town alone and felt confident.

coffee.

I got rid of the fly!

Got my trade license and therefore was able to register myself on the public health insurance!

A good day at work, and Denis Istomin won his first round match in Gstaad, Switzerland!

David Ferrer is playing a tournament in Hamburg, Germany. He's back to number 33 in the world. (That ties with the highest ranking Denis Istomin achieved during his career.)

Ice cream.

class today was awesome. as usual.

nobody bothered me today.

succeeded 3x today: zoo, school, REI.

asymptomatic.

the weather was perfect.

did not gorge.