Post something that made you happy today.

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yeah sometimes you want them to interact with you.

sometimes you want them to leave you alone.

sometimes they act like they are morally innocent and "helping" you. but they are just bothering you.

as an autist, it takes a lot more energy for me to imagine a NT's perspective, than for an NT to imagine another NT's perspective. then when i guess how they will respond to something, i am wrong, more often than NTs are wrong about other NTs. then when they respond unfavorably, they sometimes respond more unfavorably then i ever imagined.

and when they respond favorably, it is like: whooptie do. then what? then the other party and i go holding hands skipping off, into the sunset?







seriously there is something wrong with everything.

the older i get the more i feel like precious lil "most people" are not worth the Cost Benefit Analysis it takes to interact with them.

I'm not dead. It's a straight up miracle. I never take that for granted, the fact that I am still alive. Never. While I'm alive I've got a shot, and despite all the inadequacies of my life, that's all that matters.

David Ferrer won the Skistar Swedish Open for the third time-his first title in almost two years! He's not done yet! I like him because he's a hard working player, loves to read and he has CATS!

Breakfast was great

I walked the streets a little way in my town alone and felt confident.

coffee.

I got rid of the fly!

Got my trade license and therefore was able to register myself on the public health insurance!

A good day at work, and Denis Istomin won his first round match in Gstaad, Switzerland!

David Ferrer is playing a tournament in Hamburg, Germany. He's back to number 33 in the world. (That ties with the highest ranking Denis Istomin achieved during his career.)

Ice cream.

class today was awesome. as usual.

nobody bothered me today.

succeeded 3x today: zoo, school, REI.

asymptomatic.

the weather was perfect.

did not gorge.

coffee and I am home and can relax

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usually i just lie down on the sidewalk and relax.

although it is a specific spot. not in front of a business or a house. and not somewhere with a lot of traffic or pedestrians. somewhere close to public transportation but not blocking anything.

I seem to have that face where i am either a soft target for peoples abuse or for someone to sit down and unload.
Yesterday i had a lady sit down while having a coffee and open up about her meth and alcohol addiction... I gave her my point of view in a kind/sincere but blunt way... Anyway today she saw me again and thanked me profusely and said she went straight back home and made that initial first call of which i had asked her to do and said i had saved her life as well as giving her a perspective no one else has managed to give her...
Hope she carries through with this potentially life changing experience...
Sometimes people just need a little nudge with a different view and angle on things.

^ what is your point of view?

You needing to get to sleep?