cberg wrote:
Several people on Earth not ignoring me.
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yeah sometimes you want them to interact with you.
sometimes you want them to leave you alone.
sometimes they act like they are morally innocent and "helping" you. but they are just bothering you.
as an autist, it takes a lot more energy for me to imagine a NT's perspective, than for an NT to imagine another NT's perspective. then when i guess how they will respond to something, i am wrong, more often than NTs are wrong about other NTs. then when they respond unfavorably, they sometimes respond more unfavorably then i ever imagined.
and when they respond favorably, it is like: whooptie do.
then what? then the other party and i go holding hands skipping off, into the sunset?
seriously there is something wrong with everything.
the older i get the more i feel like precious lil "most people" are not worth the Cost Benefit Analysis it takes to interact with them.