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Heat times n equals rain shower strength later.

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Nothing to do

I am boring

I am bored

Almost everyone I have ever interacted with, I now find boring

Nothing anyone could do matters, significantly and long term

And even if it did matter it is not worth the energy

My mom keeps telling me that I did the right thing but I left my latest job after only one day. I couldn't handle it. It was a sensory nightmare and I ended up crying for hours after I got home. I feel bad about it. At least school starts in ten days.

People need to understand the limits of reductionism. Turn it on itself.

Why was I born?

exhausted and bored as usual

re-thought about our old friend, the organ-person, aha he's on the line, a very kind man
often he'd wanted to watch football(soccer) at our place because his wife wouldn't have that, sometimes we didn't wanted that also, as we don't watch that ourselves

Matt Fong made his mom. March Fong Eu do a commercial for him when he was running for senator

Even after the US Air Force Academy, a JD, an MBA, and working on the Equalization Board, Matt had no one better to cheer for Matt.

Same thing. The current counselor is the only one that, thus far acts like she values me or takes my side. But the insurance is paying the counselor 75 bucks an hour to interact with me

So she must be biased in my favor

Customer service

And not only that but maybe she is just humoring me

And I strongly doubt that that is what she really thinks about me

So

As usual there must be something profoundly wrong with me

But whatever

There is something wrong with everything

Feel nervous about re-starting my studies. Also concerned privately regarding my younger sibling: I can spot depression a mile off, though our relationship is such that after all he's done to me, it's damn hard to remain civil.

Boo.

Googling 'Is it better just to give in to a relapse' 'Should you relapse to get it out of your system', &c.

Hey internet, tell me what I want to hear!

f**k it, I'm doing it.
I can be disappointed in me later.

Just thinking about people & hoping I still belong around everyone.

Off to town for some reason.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

High school 110 pound champion wrestler. State. Girls. Texas.

17 years old. Trans

Jealous of him.

When I came out as trans, only the lgbt community and a couple others were willing to call me "he" instead of "she"

The wrestlers legal guardian had to consent to hormone replacement therapy and pay for it. And it costs a lot of $$

While my precious lil "parents" had the nerve to laugh at me, along with the homophobic landlord when I first got a buzz cut. 2003 San Diego. Age 20

Besides, who cares if I am physically weak and mentally slow?

My high school did not have a wrestling team so what kind of "discrimination" is that?

^You're beautiful.