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Getting done with school so I won't have to worry about the rest of today.

I just woke up. The phone has a message from Mary on it but I don't want to play it. I feel like I'm going to be sick. I'm not ready for this yet. I think I'm going to get a panic attack I need to get myself under control.

Mary's messages said it isn't good news. I need to keep myself under control because of I get to upset Waldo will throw up again. I gotta call Mary. My hands keep shaking really bad I don't want to cry and I'm already starting to what could they have that they can get away with this!

I'm feeling better. I was able to change Mary's mind about resigning. I told Mary not to talk to anyone on the phone anymore or in person - everything needs to be done by letter or email so there is a paper trail. The management company guy who owns the company (and used to be a lawyer) tried to pressure Mary over the phone to get her to resign and it almost worked until I talked to her about what was really going on. The Board was supposed to vote on the Proxy that the guy who was thrown off the Board wanted to send out, however,nothing went out after I said about it being sent with both petitions and Mary and mine's rebuttals. The management company guy sent me an email to call him tonight and I told him that whatever he had to say to me needs to be done by email or mail so I can refer to them later - the guy is already saying that he didn't say that me and Mary could not be kept off the Board indefinitely, but I have the email where he did say it so he is also lying. Normally, I would have resigned if they had a leg to stand on, but I have been telling the truth all along and they are lying about so many things. I can't let them get away with this. They picked the wrong person to screw with.

I know I should feel happy about being appreciated--about being one of the few to be--but it's hard to feel happy about that when your friends aren't appreciated as well.

Having my stitches removed tomorrow morning and thinking about how much I will hate how it feels. I hate having my feet touched more than any other part of my body.

Apparently, I'm "odd, but delightfully odd."

^ why, thank you.

Ok, I'm having visual hallucinations now.
I'm going to bed before I'm plagued with non-existent cats.

I've got quite a few things to take care of today....

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It’s too hot in October, I wish I can move out of sunny California

It's amazing how much more seriously my mom takes my concerns about my dog running around too close to when he eats after one of the other dogs in the program we got him from died of bloat. See, Mom, just because I have an anxiety disorder doesn't mean my concerns are always baseless or excessive.

moving and school. the new place is supposed to be finished in two weeks, but father mentioned moving in after thanksgiving because out of town relatives will stay there then. that’ll give one month to get used to the secluded new place before going back to community college... sorta, because christmas is hell.

I remember one time when I was probably 6 or so, flopping onto a bed (likely after getting home from school) and staring at a light fixture on the ceiling missing its bulb, imagining my future self would be staring back at me from said fixture, and wondering what kind of person that would be.