my mom mainly supports me, i do some work from home, which gives me enough money to by my own groceries and stuff, most of the time anyway, mom pays my bills mostly and she gives me money if i run out. i don't live at home but i live in the same building as my mom and her bf.
right now i'm desperate to get a "real" job, ie something that pays enough so i can support myself and be independent. but all the jobs i look for all require having initiative, and so i get depressed and don't even try out for the job because i figure it'll just be too hard for me to do. all the jobs, even the most simple ones - simple to normies - would be really hard for me, i think. i never know what to do, i don't have "initiative", i always need to know exactly what i'm supposed to be doing, and i guess you're supposed to know what to do all by yourself. i never do. i'm completely clueless. gah.
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