I have done some in depth research during the last couple of years and may actually have found something. Most likely I have forgotten to mention certain things but they seemed irrelevant.
I could have written a book by now but selected a few things which I think are most important. Although only one actually is and the rest in comparison can be discarded. My views have changed quite a bit. One might say 180 degrees and back but in a positive way.
PS. If you get offended or anything like that, scroll down to the bottom of the page.
By the way:
My whole life in retrospect though I have never really wanted to but everything just seems to interest me to try and understand the entire essence of human life. More so because my worst fear is death ever since I was introduced to the concept and it scared me beyond everything else.... (PDD) (So I smoke cigarettes and drink alcohol)
The option of suicide was never available to me because of my family's past experiences so I had to live on and coop with every stone that was thrown at me.
Some people can only comprehend what their own brain is capable of. Scientists prove their right only by researching that what is already known and expand on it. Thus easily neglecting the raw basics which are most fundamental. Most likely caused by the need for having to say; "I am right and you are wrong!". Which will only cause a brief moment of self-satisfaction that disappears within a "No Time" for a reason, the knowledge is and was already present. It just needed an initiator to make that what seems finite, infinite. The law of opposites is still intact and can be circled ad infinitum.
Although complete comprehension of everything is impossible within the lifespan of human beings. It is offered to some who need it the most, not in words but in essence. And they will scream it out, even if they have to through their most minimal of capabilities as compared to others!
Those who learn through experience gain wisdom, those who learn from books gain ignorance written by others although it is not always the case. (Asperger etc. ???) Not easily discarded when comprehended as a truth, but then the motivation was false to begin with. (WWII, Cold war etc.)
For one wrong out of ten stands equal to nothing and can never be anything more than that for the truth is (one hundred percent) (or) zero (O not 0) and nothing else. These grant the choices that can be made: Yes or No? No compromises, which brought the world to the state it is in today. This is called divine righteousness, autistic people seem to understand this logic for they are not easily persuaded by anyone and as a side effect may be labelled as lazy and not being able to read between the lines. Which makes them gullible.
Both Jung and Freud were right in their findings. Freud did research from a neurotypical point of view and Jung from the autistic point of view and some findings may have overlapped.
I have re diagnosed myself and came to the conclusion that I (may) have the syndrome of Savant. The idiot Savant, happy to say so. A condition that fails to be understood by the majority of (scientific) man simply because they cannot comprehend/ understand it (NOS).
If you compare yourselves to other neurotypicals, what seems to be missing or might be produced insufficiently by your body? (Emphasis on certain spam mail and other abusive means of advertisement as promoted nowadays)
Rephrased if necessary:
What do you want most in life and according to the bible is the most important thing for human beings to do?
The answer connects a lot of shortcomings as described in the DSM-IV-TR manual. Some of which may be to far advanced to be affected and should not be taken into the equation for they have already crossed the boundary of logic.
I need your answers, otherwise I have nothing but it should be within grasp because I am already becoming less intelligent, smarter and more neurotypical each day. Have you ever heard someone say anything like that?
Note that I only entered as a member to this site to see what people are discussing because I do not want to be labelled in any way whatsoever nor do I want to be defeated. Something done to me already by a psychiatrist from South America who believes in the existence of the Ubermensch which I find most debatable and made me distrust psychiatrists in general.
11 Aug 2011, 9:44 pm
