Do you miss someone right now?

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Wrong thread. That's what it does to one's brains to spend most of the night laughing your ass off.

There is no one I used to know who I’d miss right now.
However I still miss someone. I don’t know who it is or if this person even exists though.

I miss her like heroin... And i would love to let go, but genuinely feel like I have no control over that feeling .

Painfully.

It's the same woman I posted here about before -- but yes, today I have a big wave of missing her again. She passed on 3 years ago. She had a high opinion of me and I miss her whenever others make it clear what a low opinion they have of me. Because she was an amazing person yet who actually thought I was one of those too. She had the respect and affection of everyone who knew her, yet she actually valued me too. And thought I was a great person. She thought I was intelligent, talented, and a good person. She had great respect for me and she loved me to pieces. We all need someone like that. I loved her to infinity and I've never had more respect for anyone. She was the real deal.

I miss someone that never been in my life. I have never had a boy to cry with, laugh with or doing daly stuff with. I once met a boy at town, he seemed so perfect. I started to get in love, but it was only one evening with him. Now he is a dad for two wonderful big kids. I was never in his plan of life. I just was a failed one night stand. His name started on F. He learned me to love Jeff Buckley.

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I won't mention who she is because she wouldn't want me to but I miss someone so much who I cared about very deeply for many many months.... and I still care about them. More than ever despite my anger and sadness and hurt: and it gives me huge amounts of emotional pain that they don't think I care about them and that they don't notice it when I'm considerate towards them and when I'm validating their feelings and listen to them.

FML.

Okay I needed to vent like that. I feel better now. I wanna be here for new friends I make and also for an extremely awesome friend who I made recently here

There is someone I used to work with. They were really nice and we had a lot of things in common. I left that job due to stress, but we are still Facebook friends. I thought they were really cute and I really wish I could see them again. I don't think I ever will though.

A girl I've been talking to over the past couple of years.

I missed my first chance to ask her out by a couple of days not long after we first met. I was devastated; she's far from the first girl to slip through my fingers. Despite this, she paid more attention to me than most girls ever had. I think it was the hugs she'd give me.

As it turns out...I'd dodged a bullet. We remained friends throughout, but I watched her go through a pair of boyfriends, and that's when I started to see the red flags. She turned out to be moody, self-centered, and had a desperate need for attention. She styled herself as a writer, but wrote almost exclusively self-insert fan fiction with airbrushed versions of herself as the main character...and got extremely defensive whenever we criticized her writing (Mind you, she asked us what we thought, but if it wasn't "brilliant", she shot it down and ignored it). She became unbearable whenever her boyfriend was around, since she would forget that her friends were present in favor of being all lovey-dovey with her current boyfriend.

I think it was her friends realizing that I was crushing on her hard and warning me away when I realized that I was playing with fire. She's beautiful and captivating, but I know that if I try to reach out and touch her...I'm going to get burned.

She's still around; in fact, she lives withing easy walking distance from me, and I'm welcome over there any time. But I'm through being weak, since 99% of the reason I was still going over there was because she would give me hugs.

I'm still single, and have never been in a serious relationship. I'm still terribly, terribly lonely in my apartment at night. Being around her helped, because it made me feel like I had a chance...but I know that our relationship is only going to end in pain. So I'm getting it over with.

No, there's nobody to miss, which seems sadder than when there was someone

Yes, but it doesn't matter. I've rarely been around so many people but whatever it looks like I have no friends, because the closer they get, the thicker the walls around me. I know how they talk and I know how to act like them now. And burn out. Not with you, but it doesn't matter either because in the end you're no less self-absorbed than I am. I'd rather miss myself, at least there's something I can do about it.

I miss my boyfriend, even though I saw him Friday.

Yes.

I miss my mom. Not the woman she is now but he person she was when I was still innocent. The person she was when she could do no wrong in my eyes.

Now, she is killing herself slowly with the use of hard drugs.

I miss my ex boyfriend. God, I hate having to use "ex". Sigh. I have ADHD. He has Asperger's. I think a characteristic of his crazy clashed with a characteristic of my crazy and that was the end of it. We lasted almost three years. The thing is, it felt like we've always known each other and that we'd always be together. He said his intent was to marry me. What confuses me is he said he understood what ADHD was. If that's so, how could he have caused the events that led up to our breakup?

I miss all the great people I got to know and have been friends or could have been friends with, but that I never have put much efforts in my relationship with them. And I miss my sister who died in an accident years ago...