I've just made it through a very lonely year.

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And I've made it, without talking to a Thearapist.

As you know, I've been dealing with the demise of the Routemasters. Some days were better than other days. I've posted here, a few times, because I've felt too lonely to talk to the people offline about it. I feel that I'm completly healed, after I've grieved for the last time, this morning and spent a good four hours with Chico, at my mum's house. December 9th isn't a good day for me to be alone, all day. I've watched some happy Routemaster videos on You Tube, to remember the happy things about them. As I was walking into Army & Navy to buy some Toilet Paper, I've felt the same adrenaline rush that I've felt, before I've even known there was an Austin Powers. That rush that I've last felt, as I've first thought about the Routemasters, between 1994 and 1996. I wonder if I could be completly healed at this time, or if I'm pushing my luck.

Sounds like you're feeling very positive CockneyRebel.
Hope you have a nice day this December 9th.

Sorry to go offtopic, but what is Routemaster? I know it has to do with the two-story buses but is it a person or what?

Just curious

This is what a Routemaster is.

if you saw Harry Potter three, then you should know what one is.............minus the fact that this route master was a magical one.

I think you're slowly getting better. Maybe next year you'll find yourself more of a social life and become happier than you are at present. In any case, try not to let things get you down too much and enjoy life as much as you can, OK?

I have just made it through a good year. I will send some of my good fortune your way, CockneyRebel.

Just don't rush it.

I've been dealing with Insonmia, over the past three nights. It was this time, last year that I was dealing with the fate of my Routemasters. Is there a possibility that there could be a connection, between these two things? I'm doing very well, but I think that I might have been a little hasty, when I've said that I was 100% better, in my opening post of this topic.

Avoid the whammies

I send best wishes for 2007.

I think often we do have stress from memories of events, that come back around the time of the anniversary of what first upset us. If you're not 100% better, well, how much better would you say that you feel? Even if it's 80% better, then it's still a lot better Time does heal memories but it takes a while. This time next year you'll probably feel 100%