I have a problem.
I'm 21 years old and have AS (no thats not my problem, I'm just going to delve into myself more). I wasn't diagnosed until I was 19 so I spent all of Junior high being an academic high achiever and anti-social, and so when I decided that I was going to go to a different high school I also decided to completely make myself over to be a social butterfly, which didn't work out so well, but I did get boys attention and I dated a few (and they all ended badly)and because I started to feel as if I was insignificant in boys lives, but I still craved their attention so I became somewhat sexually promiscuous in between going through a series of disastrous relationships.
Anyways, recently I've dealt with that, as its a dangerous way to live your life and it doesn't get you any positive attention anyways, and I've tried dating the "normal way", but the problem is that I get so bored with the guys that I see after a while, because although they are what my friends and family describe as "nice guys" none of them match my standards. I'm starting to think that its impossible to find someone who matches up to me.
Anyways, the boy that I'm seeing right now is pretty cute, and he dresses well, but he still hasn't graduated high school (yes, he's over 18...) and he's no where near as intelligent as me. He's pretty wonderful and he would stop the world for me, it seems like, but lately I'm just not as attracted to him as i was in the beginning. My question is, do I continue this, in hopes that it's just a temporary loss of interest (which may be possible due to the winter coming and my moods drastically changing due to a medication change and the weather), or should I just stop wasting my time and end things now?