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18 Sep 2017, 7:51 pm

-6. I just had a minor meltdown because I thought all day that we were going to my favorite restaurant for dinner, and then dinnertime came and I was told we weren't, and now I feel like that was very childish, even though I couldn't do anything more about it than run off to my room to melt down in private (which I did), and am mentally beating myself up about it.


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23 Sep 2017, 12:01 am

-6 I'm tired of being worthless to women. And I'm hungry all the time. Also now I have to wait 30 mins between buses after work cause they changed the schedule today so now bus home comes later. And the other bus gets me there 1 freaking minute after the earlier bus :cry: so now I won't get home til around 11:00 giving me a whole hour to undress then cook food eat it and brush my teeth before I "should" go to bed



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23 Sep 2017, 12:27 am

-3.


their patience with me is wearing very very thin. i have officially been given one week to shape up or be let go.

it's discouraging, to say the least, when it seems like no matter how hard you try to improve something is always found to be wrong.


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24 Sep 2017, 12:59 pm

This country is so f****d up -6



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24 Sep 2017, 4:59 pm

sly279 wrote:
This country is so f****d up -6


couldn't agree more.



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24 Sep 2017, 5:26 pm

cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
This country is so f****d up -6


couldn't agree more.


Me too.


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24 Sep 2017, 8:05 pm

If I didn't have kids, I think I'd go full-on hikikomori.


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25 Sep 2017, 4:31 pm

Except that I'm surrounded by people, and starving for a real human connection.

Well, I guess that's actually part of the reason. If I'm going to be LONELY, I might as well be ALONE.


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25 Sep 2017, 4:43 pm

8 because i'm overly optimistic and carefree even when i shouldn't be..



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26 Sep 2017, 9:54 am

Have nothing to offer and no more will left to try.

If all I am for is consumption and p****, why can't I just die??

I've stopped living. Can I stop breathing now, please??


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26 Sep 2017, 5:11 pm

World wants us to suffer. I can't kill myself but I'm not living either I just exist :(



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04 Oct 2017, 3:10 am

-10 sad with my life and more after the attack Sunday :cry: hope the remaining people recover



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07 Oct 2017, 11:24 pm

-8



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08 Oct 2017, 8:53 pm

My mood can drastically shift depending on what's happening during a specific day. Before work? -100. After work? Actually doing quite all right. Currently I'm sitting at around a 7 I would say. Not too bad, and my anxiety has definitely calmed down significantly compared to this morning.



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09 Oct 2017, 3:40 am

-7 just said bye to my closet friend. We’ve played daily together online for years now, but he’s going off to boot camp and I’ll likely never hear from him again :(



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11 Oct 2017, 12:10 am

-6