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17 Feb 2018, 3:31 pm

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I keep having fantasies about being NT instead of autistic; my life would have turned out better than expected. Honestly, I feel that both God and this whole planet is conspiring against me due to my autism. :(

True true. I’d been way better off born nt. God either hates me or doesn’t exist. If he doesn’t I must be hitler in a past life so karma is punishing me.at least you were born the better gender.



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17 Feb 2018, 4:30 pm

sly279 wrote:
-10 is dehydration painful?


According to a quick google search, no, not particularly. However, dehydration headaches seem to be a thing - so, it's possible to cause some pain, especially headaches.


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17 Feb 2018, 4:33 pm

Why are you dehydrated, Sly? I hope you're not going on one of those stupid starvation diets....



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18 Feb 2018, 8:13 pm

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Why are you dehydrated, Sly? I hope you're not going on one of those stupid starvation diets....

No I been on a 1600 calorie or less diet but I’ve been bad lately as I’ve been depressed. Least I haven’t gained wieght.
Yesterday was a why bother getting up day. So I didn’t drink as what’s the point.
I don’t drink enough most days I think it’s why I get headaches. I take pain pills most days.



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18 Feb 2018, 10:09 pm

8.5 hanging out at a bonfire right on the beach in -6C temps with friends having a laugh, cooking wienies, drinking beer, listening to the waves crash on shore.. 8)


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19 Feb 2018, 4:27 am

-9 this site sucks.



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19 Feb 2018, 4:30 am

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19 Feb 2018, 11:41 am

5.5.. had to get up earlier this morning than I have been, so of course I couldn't get to sleep last night.. basically spent the whole night with my eyes closed and consciously being aware that I wasn't in a deep sleep. :/ Ah well, coffee is kicking in & I'll be off to a few cities over to help a few friends out with some work today. On the bright side, if I don't take a nap, maaaaaybe I'll be tiiiiiired tonight and it'll help reset my sleep pattern to one of a more "normal," cycle.


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19 Feb 2018, 10:59 pm

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20 Feb 2018, 12:09 pm

-4 I'm just tired.


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20 Feb 2018, 4:39 pm

-10. My group therapy stuff made me feel even worse today. And I'm apparently a real challenge for the psychiatrist at this place, medication-wise. My sudden spike in depression over the weekend seems to have thrown her for a loop - she seemed very surprised and kept asking me if I was absolutely certain nothing had happened to trigger it (nothing I can identify as a possible trigger, anyway - most of what I did was sit at home playing on my phone), and then asked me a couple times if I was sure I'd never had a manic episode ever in my life (not that I'm aware of, I haven't). Then she seemed perplexed by my reactions to the medications I've tried, and had to have me come back later after she'd done some more medication research.


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20 Feb 2018, 8:06 pm

-20 Lost another job


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23 Feb 2018, 1:46 pm

I'm sick of being scared.

I want the fear to stop.

I want to live without being scared all the time. Not because I'm successfully avoiding it, but because I'm NOT AFRAID.

I want to do it without being drugged sick and numb.

It's never going to happen, is it??


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23 Feb 2018, 2:37 pm

-8, though I feel better than yesterday -10, but that's only because I am shut down and feeling relatively numb and tired. Every verbal interaction with people is exhausting.



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23 Feb 2018, 5:23 pm

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