Forgetfulness starting to impact work

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I forget things at work because I am trapped in my own little world. My Boss threatened to fire me.

Thanks. I'm not that worried about it, but instead have a kind of detached curiosity about it: I'm studying myself, interested in where this may go. Nevertheless, if there is preventative action that can be taken, I will take it. I do have some factors in my life that go into taking this a bit seriously, and I'm glad that my psychiatrist does, namely that I've had full-blown psychosis in the past--which I think would preclude going to an early psychosis clinic as they usually don't want people who've had their first episode, already. That alone means I should take it seriously and not just attribute it to Asperger's. (When I was a kid, before the psychotic episode, I had problems with disorganized speech for years which they seemed to just attribute to the PDD-NOS diagnosis I had. Then I had my psychotic episode for which I received a high dose antipsychotic, and the disorganized speech went away with treatment: I noticed within a few months the improvement in my ability to communicate which was a relief. So the disorganized speech was not likely to have been the PDD-NOS/Asperger's, but rather to the psychosis.)

I will call my psychiatrist and let her know.

Definitely speak to your doctor and let him know that the memory problems are affecting your work, and tell him too about your other symptoms. There could be a cause like a sleep disturbance at the root of it all. The symptoms you describe can all be self-reinforcing: memory lapses cause anxiety, which interferes with sleep, causing more memory problems, more anxiety, etc. or: sleep trouble causes memory lapses, causing anxiety, and so on. I was just a few years older than you when I was diagnosed with sleep apnea. In the months leading up to that, I was a wreck, always forgetting things, terrible sleep, and feeling like my mind was disintegrating. Not saying that's what's happening to you, it's just my experience.

Until you get it figured out, set up a fail safe method of reminding yourself to do the task at work. Outlook can be good, but it's also easy to overlook one Outlook reminder among many or, if you're not using your computer at the end of the day, to miss it entirely.. Since it's at the end of the day, can you attach a note to your car keys, steering wheel, bus pass, or some other object that you will definitely see as you leave, as a backup reminder? Maybe every morning put your keys in an envelope on your desk labeled "Do X' so you have to retrieve them and are reminded of that task?

For the benefit of your tem leader, how about a making a spreadsheet you keep updated each day showing the task was done? She may not even want to see it, but she might be satisfied knowing you're taking concrete steps to monitor and correct the situation. (Besides, everyone loves spreadsheets).

Beneficii, you are most welcome.

As far as your other issues are concerned, I can't speak to those, as I am not familiar with them. I will wish you the best of luck though.

Thanks for the advice. I just created a note (in Japanese) that I left for myself, telling me not to forget. As for the spreadsheet, I'm going to try to keep things as simple as possible for now.

Definitely having the note should help with remembering. I let my psychiatrist know, though she doesn't come in until Tuesdasy.

Thanks. I called and left a message. She'll be in on Tuesday, so nothing to do but occupy myself with my restricted interests and work.

My memory has always been "quirky." I was about your age or younger and I could never seem to retain a phone number or street address unless I had to recite it many, many times. My short-term memory is crap, but give me a month and I might remember those things with no problem. I have near photographic recall at the oddest of times and for the oddest of things. I got through college and law school hardly studying because I could never know if I knew the material when I studied. It would either come back to me during the exam or it would not. This is why I was so anal about going to class and taking copious notes...it was how I imprinted the information. Traditional studying just didn't work for me.

I hope everything works out well or you, Beneficii.

Beneficii, if I may be so bold as to ask, what kind of work do you do?

Workforce management, where we're in charge of employees' schedules, making sure we have enough staffing, making sure we don't have too much staffing, sending notices if employees are not adhering to their schedules, and various miscellaneous tasks. It's a nice job, somewhat easy but not too easy.