Sweetleaf wrote:
I don't want to be 'normal' never really recall wanting that per say, just wanted less being treated like crap for not being 'normal'.
This. NT normal is fakey, hypocrisy, shallow and an act to get what you want in my eyes.
I might be blunt and even inconsiderate at times, but it's the real me. Not some mask that I've put on or act to impress you or game to manipulate you into doing what I want.
I'd like to be treated the way I'm trying to be: like a good person who just wants to do what's right and express truth from my own unique perspective.
Why that comes across as threatening, controlling and disrespectful I simply do not understand. I try to give other people the benefit of the doubt, and assume that they are speaking truth and trying to do the right thing. I get very confused and often hurt when I find out that they were lying to take advantage of people or making up cr@p to get ahead or acting in a certain way to manipulate me or others into serving their interests. Why can't people just tell the truth and be kind to one another?
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 141 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 71 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)
Official diagnosis: Austism Spectrum Disorder Level One, without learning disability, without speech/language delay; Requiring Support