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Butterfiend
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29 Nov 2014, 2:47 pm

I kinda feel that I wish I wasn't born. I'm Just completely tired of living in a world where I'm completely lonely. I try to hang out with people and it's fun for a little bit, but then I realize I'm just smiling on the outside. I'm not suicidal fortunately, I'm just miserable and I don't know why. Maybe I'm just lonely from being single my whole life? I don't know anymore..... :(


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29 Nov 2014, 4:23 pm

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I felt similarly lonely when I was your age. I know it's holiday season. I'm not too thrilled with that, either.

Have you got any really special interests? I would pursue them, and talk about them(especially with people who share your interest). You'll get far that way.

You're a young guy. You have lots of time to make yourself happy. You'll find someone you love, and who loves you.

I know this is very general advice. But I think following it would be better than you giving in to despair.



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29 Nov 2014, 7:58 pm

kraftiekortie wrote:
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I felt similarly lonely when I was your age. I know it's holiday season. I'm not too thrilled with that, either.

Have you got any really special interests? I would pursue them, and talk about them(especially with people who share your interest). You'll get far that way.

You're a young guy. You have lots of time to make yourself happy. You'll find someone you love, and who loves you.

I know this is very general advice. But I think following it would be better than you giving in to despair.



I hope to God you're right.... :?


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29 Nov 2014, 10:10 pm

Butterfiend wrote:
I kinda feel that I wish I wasn't born. I'm Just completely tired of living in a world where I'm completely lonely. I try to hang out with people and it's fun for a little bit, but then I realize I'm just smiling on the outside. I'm not suicidal fortunately, I'm just miserable and I don't know why. Maybe I'm just lonely from being single my whole life? I don't know anymore..... :(


I feel the same. I'm sick of being alone, and I don't see the point in my existence if I'm just going to continue being alone. And considering I've never really had any close friends, and definitely not a girlfriend, I see no reason to believe any of that will change. But I guess you never know, right? :?


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