It's nearly been a year

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Even though I have mostly moved on and realized that it's maybe for all the best, I still miss her. There are some days where I feel like crying and others where I feel like wanting to let her know that I would like to beat the snot out of her.

Long story short : One minute I got invited over to her home for Christmas and was told that she saw me like another sister. Then the next minute she seemed to forget that vow and stick her nose in the air at my New Year's gathering. Suddenly we have such different personalities so we were not a good fit.

During most of 2014 I have spent doing lots of crying and feeling angry towards her since Feb 2014 when I had to chase her down to see what was going on with her.

I most recently got a new job and being there helps me get my mind off this person. When I am home alone on the weekends though is when it bothers me.

Do you have any other ways to help me keep myself distracted?

Some good YouTube videos which make me laugh are

- porn in the library prank
- pornhub comments in public
- YouTube comments in public
- Dr Phil radio prank
- watters world

Hobbies. I program and the problems tie me up to where that's all I can think about out of frustration.