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I'm getting real sick of my parents and I already know they're sick of me.

At this point I'm just seeing them as people who are older that I have to live with, whose orders I 'must' comply with because they're older and more stuff like that. I wish I could just leave but I can't as that'd make me homeless. I've been told that I am immature by them because I simply refuse to do stupid stuff with them. Like I have to take care of my sister who gets herself in trouble. Like I tell my sister "don't do that something bad'll happen" to which her reply is "shut up, go away, leave me alone, mind your own business, at least I'm normal(I don't know what kind of insult that is), etc..." And then I find out I was right and tell her "see what I told you?" To which my mother says leave your sister alone. Why are you making her feel bad? You're supposed to take care of her. Blah blah blah." It's just really ridiculous. Or socializing. I have to. Though when I do it, they get mad because "I'm not doing it correctly. You're being mean. Quit thinking everyone is better than you". Why can't the argument be "everyone quit being stupid?" They hate getting corrected by me, even though when others correct them it's fine. All this stuff they do, I really am getting to the point where I want to punch every family member in the face. Though I can't hit my dad because he was in the military and knows how to fight. My counselor sent them a parenting class thing but when they looked at it they didn't appear to care. I just don't belong here and they're trying to turn me into them to which I fight back. I care about stuff, they don't care about anything but themselves. Why do I have to put up with this? I've had thoughts of stuff just killing me. This is so horrible. I hate everything else that I didn't mention either. I have to go along with a smile because when I'm not having a good time I'm being selfish or something. When I don't listen to them and do everything they say exactly how they say it and don't have a smile on my face as I do it, I'm some kind of freakish failure who is immature and selfish.