after years end years of watching porn i became atracted to shemales,i f****d shemales but after i finish i run away end feel very bad...when i get extremly horny one time i talked to a very feminine guy looks like a girl he told nobody knows you are gay?end after that i am very obsessed i am beeing gay,i fear he will see me in town,i repeat a im atracted to women not to men i have relation wih women