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cathylynn
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20 Oct 2017, 6:43 pm

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I am evil.
Everyone tells me so, so they must be right.
I'm in the minority.
I may as well be an a***hole to everyone because that's how I am viewed.


see my comment to dragnet above. when you are not constrained by in-person foibles, you are helpful, caring, and smart.



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20 Oct 2017, 6:45 pm

I don't know what in-person foibles means.


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20 Oct 2017, 6:50 pm

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20 Oct 2017, 6:53 pm

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I don't know what in-person foibles means.

If I had asked, "What are in-person foibles?" no doubt someone would have jumped down my throat for being sarcastic, or something.


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20 Oct 2017, 7:07 pm

Raleigh wrote:
I don't know what in-person foibles means.


whatever autism symptoms cause you to have trouble coming across positively to others IRL, but are not in evidence on WP.



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20 Oct 2017, 7:17 pm

^ I don't have trouble in real life.
I have trouble on WP.


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20 Oct 2017, 7:19 pm

Raleigh wrote:
^ I don't have trouble in real life.
I have trouble on WP.


then it's likely not you. it's us.



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20 Oct 2017, 9:48 pm

I take these things on board and allow them to hurt my feelings when I should be able to say, "You don't know what you're talking about. I'm not like that at all."


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21 Oct 2017, 12:03 am

It's raining again.


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21 Oct 2017, 12:06 am

Don't let me drown.


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21 Oct 2017, 12:29 am

our feet shall stand within thy gates. :(


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21 Oct 2017, 12:34 am

^^ cool.


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21 Oct 2017, 12:40 am

i just found out i have been lied to for over six years, and my suspicious of being played with are confirmed.


and i'm angry.


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21 Oct 2017, 12:51 am

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i just found out i have been lied to for over six years, and my suspicious of being played with are confirmed.


and i'm angry.

That's understandable.
Very sorry you were treated that way.


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21 Oct 2017, 1:04 am

thanks for replying to that.

when i turned 18, two minutes after midnight, and i was suddenly texted by a frantic, nearly incoherent southerner telling me she was beaten...

and not knowing what else to do i made my way to their place...and being told then not to

how much of that was true?

i was told that she would start fights under the influence of some substance or another and tell others that she was 100% on the receiving end.

told others she was from canada when in reality she was just ashamed of the fact she was a bible belter.

was told this from the only other person from her hometown i will probably ever meet. we looked at old drawings of hers and agreed that looking at them was like looking at pictures of a dead person.

i saw him around for nearly those six years and only one week ago i spoke to him for the first time. he came to my house and played by horribly out of tune piano.


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