thanks for replying to that.
when i turned 18, two minutes after midnight, and i was suddenly texted by a frantic, nearly incoherent southerner telling me she was beaten...
and not knowing what else to do i made my way to their place...and being told then not to
how much of that was true?
i was told that she would start fights under the influence of some substance or another and tell others that she was 100% on the receiving end.
told others she was from canada when in reality she was just ashamed of the fact she was a bible belter.
was told this from the only other person from her hometown i will probably ever meet. we looked at old drawings of hers and agreed that looking at them was like looking at pictures of a dead person.
i saw him around for nearly those six years and only one week ago i spoke to him for the first time. he came to my house and played by horribly out of tune piano.
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הייתי צוללת עכשיו למים
הכי, הכי עמוקים
לא לשמוע כלום
לא לדעת כלום
וזה הכל אהובי, זה הכל.