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Raleigh
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21 Jul 2017, 6:39 pm

Main course of depression with a side order of suicide.


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22 Jul 2017, 1:03 pm

Raleigh wrote:
Main course of depression with a side order of suicide.

I hope you are okay. Please stay safe.



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23 Jul 2017, 12:26 am

^ No.
I continue to disappoint myself.
I would like to achieve total radio silence.


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23 Jul 2017, 3:14 am

made my share of pizzas and clean dishes.

returned some movies to the library.

drawings.


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23 Jul 2017, 7:20 am

Managed to eat a huge bowl of icecream



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23 Jul 2017, 9:41 am

All in all, a pretty good weekend so far. I had a good tennis lesson yesterday. I am surprised how well I did considering I was off the court for three months. I will never be a professional, of course (only picked up a racquet for the first time at age 50), but maybe one day I can meet my favorite players. I hope Rafa, Roger and Denis will still be playing so I can meet them. I particularly want to meet Istomin and write his life story. It is a great story and should be told. He is inspiring to me.



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23 Jul 2017, 10:28 pm

Scraped paint off the ceiling instead of hanging myself from it.


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26 Jul 2017, 1:50 am

Scraped more ceiling and the door frames and fretwork.
Sanded door frames and fretwork.
Sanded shelf.
Cut laminex for benchtop.
Cleaned up all the paint scrapings and sawdust.
Washed all my dropcloths, dried and folded them.
Mopped the floor 4 times.
Cleaned dust off all surfaces.


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26 Jul 2017, 3:06 am

Almost ALL of my day list has been completed today. Yesssss. Lists were starting to dribble over onto other lists and never get done but today I have made a clean sweep of almost all of it.
Just have to face up to email correspondence with a disability job service agency I'm avoiding, because I called them out via email for telling me to call them on the phone when I contacted them specifically to ask for assistance finding a completely nonverbal job. Why would you suggest someone who is so nonverbal they're looking for a job that specifically does not require speech to phone you?


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26 Jul 2017, 9:44 am

A good Toastmaster's meeting yesterday



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26 Jul 2017, 4:17 pm

I finished eleven weeks of studying Portuguese daily.


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26 Jul 2017, 6:19 pm

I wrote/edited for about four hours non-stop today. I'm at 24,000 words and counting, and I'll probably be well beyond 30,000 when I'm done. I only have three more things to do. I can actually make the deadline for the writing camp!


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27 Jul 2017, 2:45 am

Took everything out of walk in pantry.
Unfastened the shelves and removed brackets etc.
Took off the doors.
Labeled hinges, handles and screws.
Took off window screen.
Removed some cornice with renovator tool to fit skirting boards.
Cut new skirting boards.
Undercoated skirting boards.
Scraped down the walls with paint scraper.
Cleaned walls with sugar soap.
Caulked gaps.
Cleaned up mess.


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27 Jul 2017, 3:56 pm

I got to 31,555 words today. :D


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28 Jul 2017, 12:23 am

Resisted the urge to kill myself.


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28 Jul 2017, 2:37 am

Went to work, which was a huge achievement for me today.


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