yes.
why should you bother doing anything, when it is all meaningless anyways?
there are a lot of events from the past, that i perceive as bad, that i obsess with. some of them, i have obsessed with for over 20 years, daily. for example, when i was 12, i wrongfully accused someone of stealing something. later, an entire stampede of junior high school reptiles attended to me @ the bus stop.
and it makes me realize i did something wrong. (fine). however, it also makes me realize a lot of the time, why bother interacting with anyone?
b/c their response was maybe disproportionate to my wrongful statement.
but whatever.
anyways, someone told me "you got my cousin suspended."
just a suspension? how long, one day? while i need psychotherapy for over 20 years later?
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on the other hand, it could've been worse.
and if it was better, then what? whooptie doo.