Irishcanary wrote:
Hi all this morning I accidentally broke the coffee machine as I didnt want to wake my so up to show me how to use it. It was sort of expensive but I didn't really want it, I don't see the point of coffee machines TBH. So I never go interested in how to use it. He wanted it and loved it and is now very understand ably upset. Yet this is going to come back to a rant about how I don't listen or pay attention, and may escalate into personal remarks from him on my behalf. In work atm and do not want to go home to face him. What should I do?
You know, I read your OP and by the end must confess to feeling "concerned".
You don't want to go home and face him? Is it me? Cos to me that reads "wrong". You broke something. Big deal. Yes, it's his favourite thing but you didn't do it in malice. Stuff happens. It's a machine. s**t happens. He can get another one.
I'm not focused on the cost and/or why you didn't wake him to help you. To me, tbh, they're not important. What's important to me is, the dread you have in facing this. The clear anxiety you feel over how it may escalate and he may get "personal".
Is this really about the coffee machine or is the coffee machine yet another opportunity/platform that gives him licence to moan at you?
My OH frustrates the f**k outta me 99% of the time with "his ways". Some AS related, some not. Yet, I still love the man to death and despite how we may fight and get personal with each other, I've never felt worried to "face him" n vice versa.
Imo you need to face this. Apologise but, highlight it was an accident. Explain you thought it was better to let him sleep rather than wake n disturb him just for some coffee.
But if he tries to ESCALATE it?
Stop him dead in his tracks. Be firm. No need to shout. Ask him what solution he would like as reparation so that you can both move on from this.
Do not give him a platform where he gets the opportunity to get "personal" - maybe also look into reading up on how to be assertive in a positive way.
Your last line says way more than you realise over the state of your relationship, unless I've got the totally wrong end of the stick in which case I apologise in advance