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Joined: 9 Feb 2007
Age: 64
Gender: Male
Posts: 8,980
Location: Santa Cruz , CA , USA

27 May 2017, 11:56 am

I returned again , this last night , to this King how I never truly we t to college , let alone graduated , never had the full college (uni) experience .
I hadn't thought about it much recently , but I saw a comment here about the Manchester bomber having " gotten thousands " in college grants , supposedly so easy to get , in America too - Not for me ! Even my HS records are incredibly out of reach :( Getting through the application process is itself an incredible difficulty​ , I'd need help every step of the way .
I acknowledge I'd have to go to night school/ o..u it college (cc) first , like my mother telling me when when. I was 18 , " Oh ,.no ! First you have to prove you deserve to go away to college ! " , I can hear it like it was yesterday...And I never did .
I was having real tears in my eyes over this:-(.


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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!