sad... again

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Oh my stomach was not happy on Saturday night. That wine was a mistake. I really didn't feel good even before I had some.

Ok, so I'm not feeling sad anymore.

I just can't quite bring myself to get back in touch with this guy. Maybe because I'm tired and I just can't face a conversation right now.

Chasm

Ok let's start building a bridge. Not sure if we'll manage to meet I the middle, but I'm willing to try.

We all tend to manage.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

Adding to the moaning about things up and down rollercoaster thread.

Friday nights are always the worst for some reason. I've been in a busy office all week and I go home to my empty, quiet house and I'm alone.

What's the opposite of alone? Is there a word for it.

I feel like I'm not ever going to be good enough for anyone.

Together is good but my favorite one lately is accompanied.

_________________
"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

Yeah I'm never going to be accompanied anywhere.

Oh s**t... just found my biggest red flag.

Well that was short lived.

I'm never going to find anybody

Well according to me you found a whole bunch of us!

_________________
"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

It doesn't really help. I'm sick of getting my heart broken.

What is the point of feelings. I get this nice warm experience with someone and it never lasts. I just always get hurt.

It's never going to work out for me

Well I don't think those have to be pointed. They just allow us more ways of being.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

When you're perfectly still, it sublimates.

_________________
"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

It's amazing how you can enjoy someone's personality and feel like you are so alike, but then find out that your values are completely diametrically opposed

I recommend taking a break for a month or two from anything relationship related to recharge yourself. Time to find a new hobby...exciting right?!

Just means more value.

_________________
"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos