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mg1729
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11 Aug 2017, 5:29 am

Hi,

Thank you for taking the time to view my post.

For a number of years I've been suffering with bipolar related agitation (which thankfully is now under control) and stress associated with autism without family support. The thing is, I don't know how I'm ever going to be able to solve the issues I have with the autism, which are affecting my physical health long term. I really want to figure out a way to manage, but it's so hard and draining that frequently now I just feel completely resigned to suicide.

I've got all my preparations for suicide in place. Again, I don't want to do it, but I believe it is vital for me to have it in place because it seems to me to be impossible to cope with my problems adequately.

I've been getting help from social services. They can only so much help of course though. At the end of the day, I'm still on my own. That's what I can't deal with. I've tried to do some socialising but I find it very hard and with all the issues to do with coping with the basics, I find it too hard.

I don't know if anyone can suggest anything related to this. Thanks for reading.



Nuthatchnut
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11 Aug 2017, 8:38 am

I read your post. Wish I knew what to say to make you feel better.


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mg1729
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11 Aug 2017, 10:55 am

Thanks for your reply, Nuthatchnut. I've got to keep trying my hardest at solving the situation. At times it feels pretty painful, but I always get out of emotionally distressed states.