awkward facepalm wrote:
a future without a partner is not an agonizing walk to my death. there are many of us older people who never been in a relationship, and some of us already know we will never be in a relationship. some never even "try" anymore and are okay with that. we still can make the best of our lives to live happily.
I've decided, one way or another, that I'm in the last romantic relationship of my life. I'm good with that. I doubt she'll leave me, but if she does, she does. If not, either I'll die or she will. One way or another, our relationship will end. Not sure how it works in the afterlife, but no point in worrying about it. I'll wait for her if I go first and I'm allowed to.
But breakup or death--doesn't matter. It WILL end. If I'm still around, I'm not trying again. My life has already been fulfilled in that area and I have nothing left to work for.
Although I do look forward to watching my (yet unborn) grandchildren grow up. That'll be cool!