Moral hangover

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So.... I did it. I pushed myself way out of my own comfort zone yesterday. I went out for a few drinks, hoping to meet some new people, as I know no one in this city. And I did! I talked with quite a few people, and got a few numbers. One could call it a success, but yet I feel really embarrased today. I have this problem with feeling like I reveal too much about myself. I am a very open and transparent person, but it always leeds to me feeling bad about myself. It's quite a paradox. I can't help but doing it, yet I hate myself for it.

I feel like I am weird socially, and I always get paranoid that others will start thinking the same. Now I sit here and overanalyze every single thing I said yesterday..

Yeah, drinking has that effect on you the next day

Now....if only you could be this way when you're NOT drinking......

You seem like a nice guy. I don't think anybody's going to think less of you. As long as you didn't punch somebody for no reason.